in my shoes...

You & I by Irfan Makki

2011-12-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

You & I

We are the same we win and lose in the game of life ..

You & I

We seek the truth looking for the signs in the universe ..

In this journey .. We are companions struglings through life towards our

way ..

Music Song Lyrics @ www.liriklagulyrics.com

CHOURS

Why should a mother cry ..

Why should a wife see her husband die ..

Oooh tell me why do we have to fight ..

Why dont we try just you and I ..

Ooh why dont we try ..

You & I

We love our land protect our home against any harm ..

You & I

Dream of a day when everybody will live in peace ..

In this journey .. We are companions struglings through life towards our

way ..

CHOURS

Why should a mother cry ..

Why should a wife see her husband die ..

Oooh tell me why do we have to fight ..

Why dont we try just you and I ..

Ooh why dont we try ..

Throughout history so many senseless wars

Yet we never learn, we’re building borders around us

But we still have a chance to heal our wounded world

Let’s get rid of hatred and see each other as we really are

Before it’s to late, who knows what tomorrow may bring

But without justice there’s no way that peace can exist

CHOURS

Why should a mother cry ..

Why should a wife see her husband die ..

Oooh tell me why do we have to fight ..

Why dont we try just you and I ..

Ooh can u tell me why should a mother cry ..

Why should a wife see her husband die ..

Ooooh tell me why do we have to fight ..

Why dont we try just you and I ..

Ooh can u tell me why should a mother cry ..

Why should a wife see her husband die ..

Ooooh tell me why do we have to fight ..

Why dont we try just you and I ..

Why dont we try …

edit picture/image online

2011-11-17T06:16:00.000-08:00

how do you edit your picture online? free?
im using pixlr.com/editor .
got any other suggestions or alternative for this? do share ey,
^_^

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okay, it'll be too short if i type just that for this post.
lil review on pixlr
-easy access : cause you can use it wherever as long as you are online, no need registration or whatever for edit
- its free :D
- it has all the basic function that you need, as you can see in adobe photoshop or GIMP
- nice interface (for me, i dont know bout u)
- pixlr saves my life : whenever i need to edit image but i couldnt get into any ps or gimp.

urm.. thats it for now i guess. i'll add up if there is anything else...

Can't Take It With You

2011-03-31T23:33:00.000-07:00

No You Can’t Take It with You When You Go
Oh No You Can’t Take It with You When You Go
Can’t Understand Why You Keep Holding On
Just Cos You Can’t Take It With you, No You Can’t Take It with You
Yes, You Can’t Take It with You When You Go,
Oh When You Go

Verse 1
I See You Pride Yourself In Your New Car
Chatting On Your Compact Nokia
And You Love Your Expensive Clothes
But You Can’t Take It With You When You Go,
Oh When You Go

Chorus

Verse 2
No You Can’t Take Your Big Screen TV
Nor your Variety Of DVDs
No You Can’t Take You Designer Shoes
Everything You Have, You Gonna Lose

Chorus

Verse 3
Cos there’s One Thing That Matters, When You Walking Down That Street
Is the Good and Bad You Sent Forth, In Your Book of Deeds
So Make Sure That You’re Ready, To Receive It in Your Right Hand
And Take Your Place among the Righteous Of Man

Chorus

Rap
You plan to be richer,you stash to be bigger.
But man get the picture, you can’t take it with ya.
Your cell phones, head phones, flat screens, ring tones,
Big homes, gemstones, power from big loans, collections of new shoes,
Connections of Bluetooth, vacations where you cruise the young ones go OOH!
You go shop for robots or gold watch or what not.
Your CDs of hip hop, your lap tops. Just STOP! & let go.
When you die say bye-bye. What is best is inside.
Fill the scale up with deeds so you best when you part,
Put the wealth in your hand; take it out of your heart.
Give thanks for the wealth that your Lord will bestow.
But no! That you can’t take it with you when you go.

Chorus

--by zain bikha n dawud wharnsbby ali--

hiburan yang mendidik jiwa

2011-02-23T07:36:00.000-08:00

"Hiburan yang mendidik jiwa" atau "Muzik yang mendidik jiwa" ? motto untuk ikim.fm kalau tak silap saya. Ya, amat penting sekali kita memilih muzik yang baik untuk kita dengari tiap-tiap hari. Tak kisah la ketika memandu ke, buat kerja ke atau memasak ke (ecewah.... hikhikhik). Kenapa penting ya? Kerana dalam sedar tak sedar, apa yang kita dengar tu, akan menyerap(absorb) dalam minda kita. So, lebih baik kita serap benda2 yang baik kan? Bak kata orang : We are what we eat. Jadi, dalam hal ini, We are what we listen to .

Al-kisah, nak cerita sikit, dulu saya adalah peminat tegar lagu-lagu yang disiarkan di dalam hitz.fm . Nak buat camne kan? Jiwa remaja lah katakan. hiphop, rap, R&B and etc yang menjadi pilihan hati ketika itu. Tapi, Alhamdulillah, saya mempunyai satu habit iaitu mengkaji lagu-lagu yang saya dengar, terutamanya, lirik lagunya. Makin lama makin geram pulak dengan lagu-lagu yang kedengaran di radio. Makin pelik lagi cencored gitu. Kebanyakan lagu, bukan lagi mengisahkan tentang perasaan , tetapi nafsu semata. Haiyooo...

Kemudian, pada bulan Ramadhan 2009, dengan izin Allah saya berfikir tentang memantapkan puasa saya berbanding tahun-tahun yang lalu. Apa yang saya pelajari ketika itu, pahala berpuasa akan berkurangan jika membuat perkara2 yang lagha. Mendengar muzik-muzik yang melalaikan juga akan mengurangkan pahala berpuasa saya. Maka dengan itu, saya bermula dengan mendengar lagu-lagu yang bermanfaat seperti lagu-lagu Sami Yusuf . Fikiran saya tentang perihal muzik ini tidak berhenti di situ sahaja, saya turut terfikir "kenapa waktu berpuasa sahaja nak jaga amalan? waktu lain ? takkan tanak teruskan?". and so, there it goes... my journey in searching for the right music for my soul.

Buat masa ini, saya dapat menyenaraikan 3 radio yang menyajikan lagu-lagu yang bermanfaat. they got rap, r&b hip hop and even country music... all about islam. Masyaallah.

1. IKIM.fm - www.ikim.gov.my/ikim.fm/

Saya pasti ramai yang tahu tentang ikim. Padat sekali dengan muzik dan hiburan yang bermanfaat. Tetapi, dalam kepala saya selalu terfikir, takkan tanggungjawab berdakwah dalam bentuk media-radio ini dipikul oleh IKIM sahaja? Di manakah alternatifnya? Kesianla kalau IKIM je yang kena pikul tanggungjawab ini. (kalau ada alternatif, do tell me okay? ) ...

2. Nasyid.fm : http://www.nasyid.fm/stream.live
Nasyidfm ni terjumpa kat facebook rasanya. Kawan-kawan like . Streaming-live radio, so, hanya boleh dengar kalau ada internet. Saya mendengarnya di pejabat. Berbanding dengan ikim, Nasyid ini fokus sepenuhnya pada muzik, jadi, tiada ceramah . Tetapi , ada juga dikongsikan hadith-hadith dan hanya ada beberapa iklan sahaja. ^_^

3. Halaltunes : http://halaltunes.org/

A thousand thanks to those who recommended this to me. Islam is not in Malaysia only, it is all over the world. So, halaltunes gather it all. Mostly English songs i guess. Got Urdu and Arab songs too.. Loving it! Just hit the blue button on the top which i marked with the red arrow: to hear to the stream-live radio. And yes... it is a commercial-free radio. ;) Seronok sangat sebab dapat dengar macam-macam bahasa. Ramai-ramai menyanyi memuja Allah SWT. Memuji Nabi Muhammad SAW. Banyak sangat lagu-lagu yang saya suka di sini, contohnya Pearls of Islam by Nujum Al-Layl.

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Begitulah sedikit sebanyak tentang saya+muzik+minat . Elakkan dari mendengar muzik/hiburan yang membawa lebih banyak keburukan berbanding kebaikan. Risau nanti tidak reti hendak bezakan mana satu yang betul atau mana satu yang salah pula apabila telinga sudah dibiasakan dengan perkara-parkara yang lagha. Apa-apa pun yang kita lakukan, hendaklah ia menambahkan iman kita . Seraplah benda yang baik-baik, supaya kita dapat menjadi yang terbaik, supaya dapat mendekatkan diri kita kepada-Nya. Last but not least (I'm saving the last for best) ... the best music and rhythm for our soul ... is definitely the Quran! Allah's words. Such wonderful words. You'll definitely cry, even if sometimes you don't understand the Arabic phrases. Its wonderful and powerful!

"Alif, Laam, Raa’. Al-Quran sebuah Kitab yang tersusun ayat-ayatnya dengan tetap teguh, kemudian dijelaskan pula kandungannya satu persatu. (Susunan dan penjelasan itu) adalah dari sisi Allah Yang Maha Bijaksana, lagi Maha Mendalam pengetahuanNya." (Quran 11:1)

(^_^)
Are we what we listen to?

Maria by Emine Uzqan

2010-11-04T20:37:00.000-07:00

Awesome. Awesome. Awesome!
cant wait to read "Weil China" which is by Emine Uzqan too.

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Maria adalah gadis Jerman bermazhab Katolik. Mengharungi liku-liku hidup sebagai anak kepada ibu yang fanatik pada mazhab itu, sedangkan ayahnya seorang ateis. Namun, kehendak Allah mengatasi segalanya. Pertemuaannya dengan pemuda Mesir membuka episod pergelutan tiga penjuru , Islam-Kristian-Ateis.

Abdul Wahab, pemuda Mesir yang belajar di Jerman berjaya menarik Maria ke jalan Allah akhirnya memilih Maria sebagai calon isteri selepas kematian tunangnya, Salwa. Pada saat itu juga, Maria memutuskan hubungan kasihnya dengan pemuda Turki bernama Muhammad yang sudah hilang pegangan Islamnya. Hubungan antara Abdul Wahab dan Maria diuji apabila Abdul Wahab mendapat berita Salwa sebenarnya masih hidup. Maria terperangkap antara cinta dan pengorbanan di samping tekanan daripada ibu dan adiknya.

Mampukah Maria terus berdiri atas niat murni demi Islam yang dianutinya tanpa Abdul Wahab di sisi? Mampukah dia terus hidup dalam mengharungi kemelut akidah dan tekanan keluarganya?

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Baca lagi tentang penulis buku ini di sini.

^_^

palestin dan kita

2010-11-01T17:07:00.000-07:00

Try not to cry by Sami Yusuf & Outlandish

You, you're not aware
That we're aware
Of your despair
Don't show your tears
To your oppressor
Don't show your tears

CHORUS:
Try not to cry little one
You're not alone
I'll stand by you
Try not to cry little one
My heart is your stone
I'll throw with you

Isam:
‘Ayn Jalut where David slew Goliath
This very same place that we be at
Passing through the sands of times
This land's been the victim of countless crimes
From Crusaders and Mongols
to the present aggression
Then the Franks, now even a crueller oppression
If these walls could speak,
imagine what would they say

For me in this path that I walk on
there's only one way
Bullets may kill, bones may break
Still I throw stones like David before me and I say

CHORUS

You, you're not aware
That we're aware
Of your despair
Your nightmares will end
This I promise, I promise

CHORUS

Lenny:
No llores, no pierdas la fe
La sed la calma el que haze
Agua de la arena
Y tu que te levantas con orgullo entre las piedras
Haz hecho mares de este polvo
Don't cry, don't lose faith
The one who made water come out of the sand
Is the one who quenches the thirst
And you who rise proud from between the stones
Have made oceans from this dust

Waqas:
I throw stones at my eyes
'cause for way too long they've been dry
Plus they see what they shouldn't from oppressed babies to thighs
I throw stones at my tongue
'cause it should really keep its peace
I throw stones at my feet
'cause they stray and lead to defeat
A couple of big ones at my heart
'cause the thing is freezing cold
But my nafs is still alive
and kicking unstoppable and on a roll
I throw bricks at the devil so I'll be sure to hit him
But first at the man in the mirror
so I can chase out the venom

Isam:
Hmm, a little boy shot in the head
Just another kid sent out to get some bread
Not the first murder nor the last
Again and again a repetition of the past
Since the very first day same story
Young ones, old ones, some glory
How can it be, has the whole world turned blind?
Or is it just 'cause it's only affecting my kind?!
If these walls could speak,
imagine what would they say
For me in this path that I walk on
there's only one way
Bullets may kill, bones may break
Still I throw stones like David before me and I say

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tak tahan melihat kekejaman yang berlaku ke atas mereka.
lagi tak tahan apabila mereka yang mengaku muslim tidak mengendahkan perkara ini.
apabila dipaparkan berita ini, "kasihan, kasihan , kasihan"
itu sahaja yang mereka tuturkan
tiada langkah seterusnya

walhal tanggungjawab terletak pada kita semua
bertanggungjawab memerangi mereka yang kejam
mereka yang telah menzalimi kita semua,
kita semua? ya, kita semua.

di bumi palestin kita boleh lihat dengan jelas kekejaman mereka,
yang jelas terang lagi nyata pun sukar untuk umat kita sedari,
apatah lagi yang samar2 ini,
samar2? ya, samar2,
kekejaman juga berlaku ke atas kita,
palestin mungkin dijajah tanah mereka,
tapi kita,
dijajah minda,
semudah itu sahaja

kita mencaci mencela si penjajah yang kejam di bumi para anbiya'
tapi kemudian kita sendiri sama ada dengan cara sedar atau tidak
menelan semua sogokan dari mereka yang kejam
dari segi makan, pakaian dan cara hidup
ayuh, mari keluar dari belenggu penjajah ini

kita bertanggungjawab ,
bagaimana cara untuk menjalankan tanggungjawab ini
mudah sahaja,
mulakan dengan diri sendiri
tinggalkan yang batil,
tegakkan yang haq.
tiada yang samar di antara keduanya
there is no grey area

mulakan dengan diri sendiri
jadilah muslim yang sejati
amar ma'ruf, nahi mungkar

ayuh semua
jangan bilang sudah terlambat untuk berubah
saat terbaik untukberubah ialah sekarang
dan saat yang terlambat ialah waktu apabila kita menangguhnya

towards a better person
a better muslim
a better abid
Insyaallah

Buku : Surat-surat Perempuan Johor

2010-10-25T16:39:00.000-07:00

Baru sahaja selesai membaca buku ini. kesimpulannya => BEST!!!! padat dengan info. susah nak dapat buku2 cerita yang diselit dgn info2 yang menarik. kalau selama ni nak baca buku sejarah susah,buku ni menepikan semua itu. Sejarah tentu sekali menarik sebenarnya. Apa yang tersingkap dalam sejarah, dan apa yang perlu kita tahu sebagai pewaris sejarah itu sendiri. Bagi saya, apa yang penting ialah cara untuk menyampaikannya kepada anak muda, dan syabas buat penulis buku ini kerana berjaya menyampaikannya dalam keadaan yang amat menarik!

Novel ini dihasilkan dalam bentuk surat2 yang ditulis oleh 2 orang wanita yang hidup di dalam era yang berbeza tetapi mempunyai minat yang sama iaitu menaikkan Islam itu sendiri. Apabila membaca buku ini, kita akan terfikir, apa sebenarnya tujuan hidup kita di dunia ini. Apa matlamat kita ? ? ? Mari berfikir dan terus berfikir.

Banyak lagi review yang menarik di luar sana tentang buku ini, contohnya disini .Tidak perlu lagi rasanya saya taip panjang2 tentang buku ini, kesimpulan yang kedua saya ingin nyatakan disini ialah, tiada ruginya untuk membeli dan membaca buku ini.

Nama buku : Surat-Surat Perempuan Johor
Penulis : Faisal Tehrani
Harga : Tak pasti (sebab Filzah Hanis yang punya... thanks Filzah!)

Kepada yang akan membaca, selamat mengharungi liku2 sejarah di mana ketika itu Kerajaan Khalifah Islam sedang di ancam hebat oleh musuh2 (yang banyaknya, musuh di kalangan kita sendiri = hati2 ye kawan2!) .

^_^

Get value from radio button

2010-10-10T02:44:00.000-07:00

I dont know why. but it took me a while to search the javascript code for this(getting value from radio button). Guess its because I'm not that expert at all in this field. (>_<) .But, Alhamdulillah, not long after that, the problem is solved .and thanks to xavisys , for providing me with the solution.

below are the script:

var radioGrp = document['forms']['form_name']['element_name'];
for(i=0; i < radioGrp.length; i++){
if (radioGrp[i].checked == true) {
var theValue = radioGrp[i].value;
}
}

thats all people~ (^_^)

ps: gotta finish my FYP!

cerita kopiah haji abdul

2010-09-21T12:13:00.001-07:00

kopiah? ya. kopiah. kalau kat rumah dulu, babahku sorang sahaja yang pakai kopiah. kopiah bukanlah satu isu yang besar di rumah kerana hanya ada seorang lelaki di rumah. Maklumlah, adik beradik semuanya perempuan. Isu hangat di rumah hanyalah tudung. Kalau beli tudung, fuh~ tak hengat la orang cakap. Tudung bertimbun-timbun dalam almari di rumah . Pelbagai warna dan jenis. Tudung bawallah, tudung lycralah, selendanglah, senang cakap, pelbagailah, macam penduduk negara kita ni, pelbagai bangsa.

Tapi sekarang lain, maklumlah, dah tambah adik beradik baru. Adik beradik suamiku semuanya lelaki. Satu petang tu, Angah(abang suamiku) pulang membawa kopiah2. Semua orang duduk bersila di ruang tamu sambil melihat dia mengeluarkan satu per satu kopiah. Pelbagai jenis kopiah ada. Diri ni hanya duduk diam dan tersengih. Lagak bapak dan anak2 lelakinya memilih kopiah untuk kepala masing2 hampir sama dengan situasi di rumahku dulu. Dulu tudung, sekarang depan mata tengok orang pilih2 kopiah. Kopiah pun ada brand. Macam2 jenis dan brand. Kopiah Haji Abdul jelas diminati ramai(Abah and Hubby). Ingatkan tudung je ada saiz? Bidang 40? 45? 50? 60? .... Kopiah pon ada saiz la. Gelihati melihat mereka cuba kopiah pada kepala masing2. Longgar atau ketat. Kepala kecil atau besar? Risau kopiah masing2 akan terjelopok ke depan tatkala sujud menghadap Ilahi. Bagiku, semua ini adalah suatu yang baru. Suatu baru lagi menyeronokkan!

Satu hari di rumahku yang selama ni penuh dengan pelbagai tudung je.Hubby duk mencari kopiahnya. Babahku yang sudah siap lengkap berkopiah menunggunya untuk ke masjid bersama(first time babah dapat anak laki, mestilah nak pergi ke masjid sama2).Ke sana ke mari hubby mencari kopiahnya. " Rasanya ada letak kopiah kat tepi TV ni tadi," getus hati kecilnya.

Babah : Cari apa palie?
Hubby : Cari kopiah, ada letak kat tepi TV ni tadi.
Babah : Kopiah yang ni ke? (sambil menghulurkan kopiah di kepalanya kepada hubby) ... -_-''

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Everybody is adjusting to the new environment. Babah is no longer the only man in the house. Welcome to the family my dear. ^_^

karok with hubby

2010-08-03T07:50:00.000-07:00

my hubby and i have this habit where we like to sing aloud in the car(since most of our time spent traveling in the car). Going back to our parents' home, situated 3 hours away from where we study.

singing out loud or we just call it as KAROK. We have a list of our favorite karok songs and currently top in the list is "Months of Islam" by Yusuf Islam.

ya Allah, boleh bayangkan tak macam mana kitorang nyanyi buat suara comeL dalam kereta tu? best gile kot!~ (>_<)

jom nyanyi!

Months in Islam
Yusuf Islam

Bismillahir-Rahmanir-Raheem
These are the Months in Islam:
Muharram, Safar, Rabi-ul-Awwal, Rabi-uth-Thaani
These are the months in Islam
Jumadul Ula, Jumadul Ukhrah, Rajab and Shabaan
Ramadaan, Ramadaan, Ramadaan then Shawaal
Dhul Qa da and Dhul Hijjah
These are the months in Islam
Muharram, Safar, Rabi-ul-Awwal, Rabi-uth-Thaani
These are the months in Islam
Jumadul Ula, Jumadul Ukhrah, Rajab and Shabaan
Ramadaan, Ramadaan, Ramadaan then Shawaal
Dhul Qa da and Dhul Hijjah
These are the months in Islam

5 : bersawang

2010-07-10T12:49:00.000-07:00

counter tepi blog ni kata tinggal lagi 5 hari.
biar betul? lagi lima hari? kalau tak kira hari ni(ahad) , memang lima hari le jawabnya.
dup dap dup dap

ada orang dah tegur. blog dah bersawang. aiyak. hari2 pon berangan nak post kat blog. tapi angan2 tinggal angan2 je. macam2 la nak post :

prep for wed
bout the issue of baby hatcher
bout some of questions asked by my friends : "spark"
definisi sesetengah perkataan

bagaimana ya? jam dah 3.53 pagi.

tidur dulu lah.

salam semua!

55 : 1 lagu, 3 doa, aku suka

2010-05-22T09:01:00.000-07:00

dalam satu lagu ini
terdapat tiga doa terselit dalam liriknya
dan aku suka bangat mendengarnya

thanks rumet
^_^

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Ya Allah by Wali Band

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah) 2X

Ya Allah jangan Kau coba aku
Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku
Ya Allah bila memang Kau coba
Aku percaya Kau sayang padaku

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah

Ya Allah lindungilah diriku
Dari yang menjahati menzhalimiku
Ya Allah Kaulah Maha Segala
Engkaulah pelindung hidup dan matiku

Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah Ya Rabbi
Ya Allah

Ya Allah jangan Kau coba aku
Melebihi batas mampu dan sanggupku

57 : Aku ada Allah

2010-05-19T10:06:00.000-07:00

1:05 am : this is the time stated in my computer.
i'm not sure why, but i felt like sharing a bit of my life experience (tak banyak sangat pun pengalaman) here in my blog.
bak kata orang :

sharing is caring
caring is loving
loving in the sake of Allah
will bring us to Jannah, Insyaallah
^_^

just now, my roommate gave me a link to a post. i was moved by these words in the blog, i quote :

‘ Anti dah tak perlu sesiapa, anti ada Allah!’

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time passes by .
yesterday we were just little kids running around, playing in rain n mud.
today we are in university. we are already final year students
whats next? work? marriage?

the stages of our life. and in every stage, we face different challenges and obstacles.
when we were just kids, we may have problems listening to our parents. do this, dont that. dont do this, do that. how stubborn we were at that time? why are parents like this? and so we thought like that. wishing you could grow-up fast.

when we started to grow up, in our early teens, we started to learn the importance of friendship. having someone to hold to . but how it hurts deeply when friends turn out to be the people they are not suppose to be. lying and backstabbing. forgiving and sobbing. endless friendship tales.

then we got scholarships. we worked hard to keep our grades high, or else we'll cry. too many distraction. focus focus turn out to be hocus pocus. feels like giving up but thats not an option.

different stage, different challenges.

"Allah tasketh not a sould beyond its scope..." [2:286]

and every challenges or obstacles that we have to face, it is all within our capabilities. Allah believe that you can do it, so y dont u believe it too? never give up? giving up is not the characteristic of a true muslim.

we will just have to look deep into the matter and find the hikmah of anything that occurs. parents want the best for us. they do so because they love us, we just dont understand it yet at that time. "mama marah sebab mama sayang adik..." said my little sister once. haven't I grown up well? thanks mama and babah. hugs and kisses from tronoh~

friends are normal human beings like us , ourselves. people tend to do mistakes at all time. learn to forgive though its hard to forget. for a big palace awaits you in Jannah, for you forgivers. i love all of my friends and would like to see us all together in Jannah~

through knowledge we can increase our Iman. and this is what the satan hates the most, so , it will always try to stop us from studying. dont let them! they are our enemies. with their agendas, all the good things could turn into distractions if we work according to their evil plan. For example, internet of course. what do have to do? focus focus focus!!!

but the question is , where do we get all the strength to face these obstacles?

when you feel like you are all alone
when you just trying to cope with everything that moves too fast
when you sit and reminisce the fate of your life
when there is no one to hold on to
when everyone else is too busy with their own life and you were their least concern
when
when
when
you are feeling so hopeless...

think
think
think
now get up
and think again
who loves you the most?
who is always there for you?
near to you
close to you at all time...

"... We are nearer to him than his jugular vein." [50:16]

think again and say this :
Aku ada Allah
Aku ada Allah
Aku ada Allah
these 3 words (: I have Allah),
lets keep on saying it
but dont just say it
you got to believe it
for Allah knows whats in your heart...

hopes shouldn't be put towards our parents
nor our friends
nor even our grades

but to Allah
for Allah alone have the power to do anything that He wants
for Allah will give everything that we need
for Allah knows the best for each and every of us
for Allah loves us all..
without doubt
He is Ar-Rahman Ar-Rahim..

(^_^)
aku ada Allah
i've said so to myself,
again and again
believing it
cukup Allah untuk ku
...
how about you?
(^_^)

topshop

2010-05-08T18:54:00.001-07:00

cool isn't?

i save this pic and look at it almost everyday when i open my laptop.

i am not sure why am i doing so

maybe i was wishing it will pop-out from this laptop screen of mine one day.

haha

just to share, if u guys thinks this thing is cool and wish to have one for yourself,

its from topshop

comes in various colors , red, blue , polka-dot and etc ...

its been a while, i'm not sure if its still in or not.

so, lets stare at this pic and wish it pop-out

:P

p/s: memang cantik kan? my tastes aren't that bad rite?

dendangkan lagu ini

2010-04-28T05:19:00.001-07:00

duhai para suami yang akan keluar rumah untuk berjuang (atau apa saja) di jalan-Nya,
dendangkan lagu ini buat penyedap hati isterimu yang sentiasa menanti kepulanganmu di rumah.

sedikit sebanyak it'll helps to cure the pain of being far away
i think ..

Always Remember
by Outlandish

"Always Remember"

[isam bachiri]
i don't know how, don't know where to start
i got the call, i know it's time to part
before i leave i took my little one to sleep
and then i kissed her lips so gently and said
its okay

[waqas]
hey yo
we sound so delicious, they should give us michelin stars
elmoro for you and yours and your grandpapa with
i visited dogs on my donkey cheet aa with
walked through your hood so holla at a playa
need to go back to my love but this is pulling so hard
had to see games above to find a safe path home
love, kiss, hug, make up and spend
time in the more of but always remember my love

[isam bachiri ]
as i travel around the world
theres one thing that i'll be leaving
thats my heart, my girl is yours
so don't forget
always remember (siempre recuerda)
rest assured my love is yours
always remember (till the sun gonna rise)
i'll be back in no time
baby always remember

[waqas]
throw your hands in the sky if you feel the vibe
oh oh oh oh
now put your hands in the sky and wave them side to side
oh oh oh oh

[isam bachiri]
it's so true there's no place like home
you feel it most, when your love is gone
ooh can you relate, can you imagine being far away, can you
never thought i'd feel this way
its okey

[waqas]
to say it ain't easy to be so far away
i hear her teardrop and feel the earth shake
so here's a flying kiss
i send it by the wind
through sms and msm all the way to her chin
so weather i'm rocking the stage in cairo
chilling in karachi now im coming in to chicago
i know that she knows that me no evil
i keep her in mind and heart wherever i go

[isam bachiri]
as i travel around the world
theres one thing that i'll be leaving
thats my heart, my girl is yours
so dont forget
always remember (siempre recuerda)
rest assuerd my love is yours
always remember (till the sun gonna rise)
i'll be back in no time
baby always remember

[waqas]
throw your hands in the sky if you feel the vibe
oh oh oh oh
now put your hands in the sky and wave them side to side
oh oh oh oh

[lenny]
siempre recuerdo como va como va la que da como esta
ni ntilde a ten en cuenta que yo siempre de mi cena yo
regreso a tu presente y que siempre siento fuerte lo que
sientes soy crente transparente transparente

home is where i love ( da la vuelta da la vuelta a si me dijo)
da la vuelta y da la vuelta

always remember (siempre recuerda)
rest assuerd my love is yours
always remember (till the sun gonna rise)
i'll be back in no time
baby always remember

throw your hands in the sky if you feel the vibe
oh oh oh oh
now put your hands in the sky and wave them side to side
oh oh oh oh

now i'm home, did you miss me baby
as i unpack i'm just so happy to be back and see you face

--------------------------------------------------------------------
my personal own favorite

sweet stuff!

Laluan Bomba

2010-03-09T08:33:00.001-08:00

Ya, inilah dia laluan bomba yang terdapat di UTP. tujuan saya menulis post ini ialah untuk menerangkan kepada rakan2 saya di UTP, di mana letaknya laluan bomba. Idea ini tercetus apabila saya seringkali menghadapi masalah dengan rakan2 UTP, saya memberitahu mereka untuk tunggu saya di laluan bomba dan mereka akan membalas, "hah? laluan bomba? kat mana tu?" . YAYT.... dah bertahun2 duduk UTP. tapi mungkin juga kerana mereka tak pernah tengok ada bomba guna jalan tu, sebab tu mereka tak tau tu laluan untuk bomba.

Kalau ikut sejarahnya(sejarah bermula 2006 je la, iaitu masa saya baru masuk UTP) , para pelajar biasanya akan park kereta di laluan bomba ini kerana ia amatlah dekat dengan blok asrama. Pelajar2 di sini, kalau boleh, mahu saja parking kereta dekat sebelah katil di dalam bilik(hehe, refer balik pada diri sendiri. =P). Tidak lama selepas itu, selepas puas kereta2 disaman tatkala meletakkan kenderaan di laluan itu, pihak yang berkuasa pun mulalah menutup jalan tersebut. Bermula dengan kon-kon besar, pelajar pun kisah sangat dengan kon-kon tu sebab ianya mudah untuk diubah2.dan akhir sekali mereka menggantikannya dengan penghalang yang warnanya merah putih tu. taraaaa~ nampakkan pada gambar tu? ada penghalang warna merah putih..... wuuuu...

Jadi kawan2, dengan ini, rasmilah laluan bomba yang melalaui v3 , v4 dan v5 itu. Lepas ni, kalau saya cakap tunggu di "laluan bomba yang hala dengan parking poket C" , maka dengan itu, anda tahu lah kan? tak perlu la berbuih2 mulut ni explain lagi sekali laluan bomba kat mana. =P

wsalam. :)

p/s: terbayang2 dalam kepala kenderaan bomba melalui jalan tersebut.hhuhuhu,minta2 takdela apa2 kebakaran. kalau tak, nayo juga =P

THE TEARS OF RASULULLAH

2010-03-02T01:23:00.000-08:00

since i was little, i never get bored to this story. it is so touching. and it is so true...
Rasulullah loves us all, do we all love him as much as he does to us?

THE TEARS OF RASULULLAH

Suddenly, there was a person said salaam.

“May I come in?” he asked.

But Fatimah did not allow him enter the room.

I’m sorry, my father is ill,” said Fatimah turned back and closed the door.

She went back to her father who had opened his eyes and asked Fatimah,

“Who was he, my daughter?”

“I don’t know, my father. It was the first time for me to see him,” Fatimah said gently.

Then, Rasulullah looked at his daughter with trembled look, as if he wanted

to reminisce about every part of her daughter’s face.

“Know one thing! He is who erases the temporary pleasure; he is who separates the companionship in the world.

He is the death angel,” said Rasulullah .

Fatimah bore the bomb of her cry. The death angel came toward him,

But Rasulullah asked why Jibril did not come along with him.

Then, Jibril was called. Jibril was ready in the sky to welcome the soul of

Habibullah and the leader of the earth.

“O Jibril, explain me about my rights in front of ALLAH?” Rasulullah asked with a weakest voice.

“The doors of sky has opened, the angels are waiting for your soul.”

“All jannats open widely waiting for you,” Jibril said.

But, in fact, those all did not make Rasulullah relieve, his eyes

were still full of worry.

“You are not happy to hear this news?” asked Jibril.

“Tell me about the destiny of my people in future?”

“Don’t worry, o Rasul ALLAH . I heard ALLAH told me: ‘I make Jannat haram

for every one, except the people of Muhammad”

Jibril said.

It became closer and closer, the time for Malaekat Izrail to dohis work.

Slowly, Rasulullah’s soul was pulled. It was seemed that the body of

Rasulullah was full of sweat; the nerves of his neck became tight.

“Jibril, how pain this sakaratul maut is!”

Rasulullah uttered a groan slowly. Fatimah closed her eyes, Ali sat beside

her bow deeply and Jibril turned his face back.

“Am I repugnant to you that you turn your face back o Jibril?”

Rasulullah asked to the Deliverer of Wahyu.

“Who is the one who could see the Habibullah in his sakaratul maut,” Jibril said.

Not for a while, Rasulullah uttered a groan because of unbearable

pain.

“O ALLAH, how greatest is this sakaratul maut. Give me all these pains,

don’t to my people.”

The body of Rasulullah became cold, his feet and chest did not

move anymore.

His lips vibrated as if he wanted to say something, Ali took his

ear close to Rasulullah .

“Uushiikum bis shalati, wa maa malakat aimanuku – take care the saalat and

take care the weak people among you.”

Outside the room, there were cries shouted at each other, sahabah

held each other. Fatimah closed her face with her hands and, again, Ali took

his ear close to Rasulullah’s mouth which became bluish.

“Ummatii, ummatii, ummatii?” – “My people, my people, my people.”

And the life of the noble man ended.

Could we love each other like him? Allahumma sholli ‘ala Muhammad

wa baarik wa salim ‘alaihi. How deep is Rasulullah’s love to us.

............................

thanks for sharing my dearest hafsah.

^_^

aku dracula

2010-02-10T09:14:00.000-08:00

dracula? vampire? kalau cerita tentang makhluk2 ni, sure paling top pasal kisah cinta mereka. twilight? vampire diaries? trublood? apa sebenarnya dracula atau vampire ni? secara umumnya adalah; mereka yang menjadikan darah manusia sebagai makanan.

Gulp! (buat2 telan air liur bila dengar tentang makan darah manusia).
Sejak kebelakangan ini, aku banyak makan darah manusia. bukan sengaja. tapi, nak buat camna. bila cakap banyak sangat, gigi langgar ulser kat dalam mulut nih. mula la terasa lain macam je bila telan air liur. rasa darah laaaaa....... draculakah aku sekarang??? (buat2 keluarkan taring gigi yang kontot) ...

Ya. ini adalah sambungan cerita ulser yang ada dalam mulut ni. apa la dosa mulut aku ni, sampai Allah bagi ulser ni. ujian , ujian , ujian. Mungkin mulut ni ada tersalah cakap kat siapa2? kalau begitu, disini,

SAYA, NOOR SYAHIRA BT SHAN, INGIN MEMINTA MAAF KEPADA SESIAPA SAHAJA, ANDAI APA YANG KELUAR DARI MULUT SAYA ADA MEMBUAT SIAPA2 TERASA HATI ATAU TAK PUAS HATI. MAAFKAN SAYA. SAYA KADANG2 TIDAK SEDAR APA YANG SAYA KATAKAN. AKAN SAYA CUBA LEBIH BERHATI2 DI MASA AKAN DATANG.

Dari tidak boleh senyum, sehingga jadi dracula... macam2 cerita la ulserku ini. terasa macam nak bagi nama sahaja. cadangan nama:

ulser satu <-- idea sungguh bosan
ulser dua <-- lagi bosan
merah <-- ulser warna merah kan?
comel <-- comel ke ulser?
momel <-- hasil dari merah+comel

Hah. momel. dalam mulut ni, selain dari gigi dan lidah, ada momeL !!!!!

bukan sombong, tapi tak boleh senyum

2010-02-09T09:45:00.000-08:00

bila jumpa orang di tengah jalan, kita pasti senyum. tanda ramah lagi ceria. lagipun, senyum itu kan sedekah. pada yang tidak senyum pula? mungkin mereka mahu cepat atau sedang bergegas ke destinasi atau tidak perasan kita yang jalan bertentangan, terlalu banyak perkara yang bermain di dalam kepala? ataupun.... ada ulser dalam mulut berhampiran dgn bibir!!!

Akulah insan tersebut. Mahu ku hadiahkan sebuah senyuman yang tulus lagi ikhlas pada setiap orang. tapi.... ouch!!!! ulser berlanggaran dengan gigi tatkala ku menarik bibirku untuk membentuk sebuah senyuman. ku batalkan niat ku itu. ku sepetkan mata sambil tarik bibir sikit sahaja. bajet ala2 cumil senyum cara baru.

atau pun, ku hanya sengetkan sedikit kepalaku dan lambai laju2 sikit2. buat ala-ala kanak2 comel. dan rakan2ku akan tertawa melihat gelagatku yang ada macam orang tak betul otaknya bila berlakuan sebegitu.

apa2 pun, kawan2, maaf andai kata ku tidak senyum tatkala terserempak di tengah jalan. bukan niatku untuk menyombong. tapi, ulser menghalang untuk ku berimu senyum free.

p/s: mahu senyum puas2 disini

^_^ .... ^_^ ... ^_^

drink n die

2010-01-28T00:31:00.000-08:00

we often here this
DONT DRINK AND DRIVE
or to make things easier to understand
DRINK AND DIE

all of these are reminders for drivers not to consume alcohol if they want to drive.
nothing to do with me actually,
i dont drink any alcohol or anything that will make me drunk.
I DONT DRINK AND DRIVE
but
I DO EAT AND DRIVE

cant help it when u are hungry while driving
with the slow traffic
and
with the yummy food sitting next to you
its like as if it is yelling, begging
EAT ME, EAT ME !!!!

no harm eating while driving rite?
just as long as you have your focus on the road while the car is moving.
if eating is distracting, then i suggest
pull over and eat calmly on the side of the road.

^_^

.. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim ..

dorayaki

fried rice with chicken

=)

minat baru

2010-01-08T09:32:00.000-08:00

saya ada minat baru
mendengar radio ikim.fm pada setiap hari selasa...
masanya? jam enam petang mungkin...
waktu2 ini adalah masa saya pulang dari kerja tiap2 petang.
pasang radio dalam kereta semasa dalam perjalanan pulang ke rumah.

apa dia?
sesi pendek bersama FAISAL TEHRANI...
membincangkan tentang alam penulisan
tentang watak2 dalam cerita;antagonis? protagonis?
tentang plot2 cerita... plot?antiplot?travelog?

seronok yang amat.
kerana mempelajari sesuatu yang baru.
sesuatu yang bukan dalam bidang saya
tapi saya suka
seronok dan teruja
setiap hari selasa

baru saya tahu,
betapa pentingnya pembinaan karakter dalam cerita...
jangan bina karakter atau watak yang mengelirukan..
contohnya,
seorang insan yang kelihatan warak tetapi mempunyai perangai buruk sebenarnya..
jangan, kerana apa?
kerana yang membacanya adalah remaja yang sedang membina karakternya sendiri,
tak usahlah kelirukan minda anak muda
mereka kan harapan bangsa

contoh lagi,
mahu bina watak hero?
ada kelebihannya yang tersindiri,
'special powers' lah katakan,
tapi ingat, janganlah letak sifat2 haiwan pula,
Allah dah angkat kita tinggi dari haiwan,
Allah dah kurniakan kita akal fikiran,
maka fikirlah.
wow, saya pun tak terfikir...
jadi,
mari berfikir..

itu apa yang saya telah pelajari pada hari pertama saya dengarkan sesi pendek ini...
seronok
teruja
belajar benda baru.
yang memang saya tak terfikir dan tak tahu

^_^

anda pula bagaimana?
minat juga?
ingat butir2 ini...
IKIM.fm
hari SELASA
jam 6 PETANG
jika anda nampak saya pada waktu ini tidak mendengar radio,
tolong ingatkan saya ya.
manusia mudah lupa.
hehe.

saya dahulukan dengan ucapan terima kasih kepada sesiapa yang tolong ingatkan...
tidak lupa juga kepada sesiapa yang membaca...

nota kaki: maaf , BM tunggang terbalik. keputusan BM saya tak sebagus mana. :P

remaja - mahasiswa

2009-12-23T22:25:00.000-08:00

i found these inspiring words...

"remaja harapan bangsa"

"mahasiswa harapan ummah"

"majulah remaja untuk agama"

... and i'm loving it!

(^_^)

Wuhuu

2009-12-15T06:39:00.000-08:00

15th december 2009. Just a few m0re weeks before internship ends. . . Utp n h0me. Cant wait to get back to utp , but in the same time i kn0w i'll b missing h0me later on. Ckia especially. Deng~

logbook

2009-11-29T15:56:00.000-08:00

internship period : 32 weeks

week left : 5 maybe

weekly report :

need to complete : 32

so far completed : 6

left to be completed before lecturer's 2nd visit : a lot........

presentation & slides : still dalam kepala...
days before the visit : a week?
time now : past 2 am...
worried : yes
can i do it : yes

"Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia kerugian....." Al-Asr

aiyayayay... no time to waste. ayuh, maju kehadapan dan teruskan kerja menyiapkan report.

^_^

visiting the deads..

2009-11-27T16:52:00.000-08:00

Salam aidiladha to all muslims...

its 7 in the morning when my dad and i went to "Tanah Perkuburan Islam Bukit Kiara"... i like the idea of walking in the fresh air and surrounded by grassy greens all around us. Honestly, this is one of my fav place (in the morning of course, in the evening might be scary lah).. it is really a calm place and the most important is it reminds you of the life after death.
we were visiting Tok Wan. may he rest in peace. Al-fatihah buat arwah Tok Wan yg sentiasa dirindui. he likes to ride in my goldie myvi. Love to take him to breakfast at manjui when we were back in ipoh. oooooowh . . . i miss him...

.................

Daripada Ibnu Umar r.a. berkata, sabda Rasulullah s.a.w, ”Sesungguhnya hati ini berkarat seperti mana berkaratnya besi apabila terkena air, seorang sahabat bertanya, “bagaimana menghapuskan karat tersebut’? Jawab Nabi s.a.w., "banyakkan menyebut mati dan membaca al-Quran,". refered here

well, this is one of the places that you can do both at the same time right? read yasin or any surah from the quran and in the same time, remember about death and how near it is to us. kan kan kan?

...............

happy aidiladha to all . aidiladha is about remembering the story of Nabi Ismail and Nabi Ibrahim and the sacrifice. well people, apa yg yg anda telah korbankan?

p/s: i really love going to the "kubur" .. seriuosly, i really do.

Rupert of Hentzau

2009-09-16T01:51:00.000-07:00

do you remember prisoner of zenda? yes, the one that we studied during our secondary school. i loooooooooooveeeee that story. i've been searching for the book Rupert of Hentzau which the sequel of prisoner of zenda. T_T i've been to all bookstores in the area... and there is none. sob3.. all i can do is reading through this website. i dislike doing so, not much of excitement reading-kissing the screen of the computer. so, anyone? nk bg bday pezen ke. boley la, bli kt amazon, then gimme. lol.

hj shan, if u are reading this, please2.. nak buku ni bah.. ^_^ hihi...

a bit about this story :

The story, as fresh and exciting today as it must have been when it was first published back in 1894, follows Rudolf Rassendyll, an Englishman who travels to the kingdom of Ruritania. There, he finds that he bears a striking resemblance to the king of that land. Though the king is a nice enough fellow, his half-brother “Black Michael” the Duke of Strelsau covets both his power and his beautiful bride-to-be, Princess Flavia. Further, the king has not yet been crowned. Since Black Michael is in many circles more popular than the new king, he concocts a diabolical scheme: he sends the hard-drinking king a bottle of drugged wine. If the populace believed that the king was too drunk to attend his own coronation, they would reject him and turn to Michael. The scheming duke would then be able to claim both the throne and Princess Flavia.

Fortunately, our hero Rudolph is there to save the kingdom: since he resembles the king, he can stand in for him during the coronation, and continue the masquerade until the true king can be re-installed. (Of course!) In the sort of scheme that is normally reserved for gamers after nine or ten hours of straight play, the true king is left to drool on himself in a cellar while Rudolph is rushed off to the coronation. Once installed, he just has to survive his stay without inviting disaster, which means fending off Black Michael and his lackeys, keeping Ruritania (from the highest minister to the lowest peasant) clueless, and courting Princess Flavia without things becoming, well, treasonous. more...

^_^

tatau tajuk seswai

2009-08-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

was i being prepared?
or was i just scared..

scared of what the future might hold..
as it wil always left being untold..

my new name

2009-08-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

ordered mcd for lunch today.
new at this, so i have to give them all the details,
name, hp num, address..

when the food arrive with the receipt, i realive.. wow.. MISS SHAIRA ..

berapa byk kesalahan ejaan disitu ye rakan2...

dari SYAHIRA kepada SHAIRA...

terase sedikit ayu ble menyebut nama baru.. tp lebih kepada gedik sbnanye..

kesimpulan : cakap biar jelas bila eja nama sindrik.

train + 5 year old

2009-08-10T22:47:00.001-07:00

On saturday morning.I was on a train , sitting beside a 5 year old girl, sofia is her name.I switch places with her cuz i can see at that time that she loves to watch outside..the scenery.she is so cute. I tried to be friendly with her, so i chit chat a little about kids stuff. playing teka teki n stuff. then i asked her to guess my age:

first guess : 15 <-- LoL...
second guess : 14 <-- what? getting younger than ever?

so i stopped there.. give her a few more chances to guess and ill end-up being in the same school as she is in next year. LoL.. kids.. ^_^ they are just so adorable. arent they?

tagged

2009-08-03T02:01:00.000-07:00

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini.

her birthday is today, 3rd August (sama plak tu ngan mama ku)
shes a korean-japan-taiwan drama,movie, music fanatic
its a she.. owh.. da tau da based on previous point.
she is one of my gamelan mates. without her.. lagu gamelan tak lengkap la beb..
she said i am comel? ill say, shes CUTE! ^_^

Nyatakan 5 fakta diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

my real name is Noor Syahira Shan
my tummy is kinda buncit lately due to sitting-in-front-of-da-comp-work during intern
i can sleep anywhere ... in almost any position..
i'm such a boring person, what else i can say?
mmm my nick name is Nola .. dun ask me y..

Nyatakan 5 hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya.

sleep .. kroih kroih kroih
travel .. anywhere.. ke pasar malam pon ak bminat..
making money.. wat duet, abeskan duet juge~
shop <-- ^_^
do crazy things -- esp when it comes to the stuff dat my mom dun like.. muahahaha .. jokin mom ..(dun tel mom bout this babah, since you found this blog a few days ago.. ^_^)

Anda perlu memilih 5 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka.

didi - FABolous(bg song fabolous by ashley tisdale dlm HSM) .. plus.. she always have faith in me. believe that i can do whatever i wanna do.. thanks beb
aisha kam - amazing , shes one of a kind. shes not smart but she is GENIUS in every way... love u beb
areL - suke bebicara tentang peluang2 bisnes .. influence yg bgs utk berbisnes ^_^
paan - brader dalam famili gamelan yg amat mantap!
Herne - si minah teater.. tatau ble ko nak bukak blog ko kan? sibuk memanjang. well, keeping up ur life to da max! love,

Thats it. thanks for tagging me SAIEY..

love..

dead cat on the road + kaki blue

2009-07-30T10:56:00.000-07:00

have you ever bump into a cat lying dead.. in the middle of the road? and wonder:

aiya... so disgusting.. cant look at it.
who did this?
pity the cat....
what the hell hit it till its brain scatterd all over the road?
why didn't anybody put it aside when it is still in one piece?
whos job is it anyway to clean this up?

stop asking.. and do it. just do it(lyk nike) ... whats the harm? well, thanks to herne, ema and i will b spending the night thinking about the dead cat we just moved off from the busy road.
there were only three of us in the car, heading to mcd. we were almost there when all of the sudden we saw the cat, lying in the middle of the road. herne didnt hesitate, just as we park our car, she took some paper and plastic in the backseat and went straight to it. herne try to pick it up and i was holding the plastic bag wide open for her. Ema did a great job by informing every car which slowed down to watch us, "tade ape..kucing mati , kucing mati.. tade ape.. jalan .. jalan".. and yeah, not to forget the two guys who helped us when the cats head was about to fall of the plastic bag. good job people!
kaki blue? yeah.. thats the reason we were all out together that time.. it was herne's second theater show(too bad i missed the first theater T_T) .. the theater is really interesting.. its about NS.. the only bad thing about is.. herne is not the main character.. but she did her part very well in the show. she is full of energy when it comes to dancing and singing. she loves it. i knew it. just look how she enjoys doing it. its her thing~ :)

tonight is the opening night. for those who havent watch it, no worries. u still have the chance to do so as it ends on 16th august. another 15 days from now (exclude monday, they dont do mondays) .. visit www.kakiblue.wordpress.com for more..

reality : part 1

2009-07-20T23:15:00.000-07:00

i'll say reality really sucks,

it made me feel lyk i was hit by a bunch of trucks.

reality only gives me tremendous pain,

its lyk theres venom running through my vein.

paling terer ~

2009-07-04T10:14:00.000-07:00

lokasi : di dalam kereta yg dipandu oleh Syahira

suasana : kecewa kerana tiket hanna montana habes

watak2 terlibat:

syakira ; si rambut kerinting menggerebang macam mad scientist pabila lepas bgn tidur, 7thn

aleysya; si rambut lurus dan panjang, pelat bila berbicara, 7thn juga

syahira ; si kakaknya syakira, sepupunya aleysya

pak Le (babah) ; adik pak Shan, bapak aleysya

Aleysya : babah, babah tau tak, kat sekolah aleysya kan, ade kelas satu "es" , satu "ar" , satu kekwa, satu ros...

Pak Le : oooo.. ye ke...

Syahira : kelas "es" tu kelas ape? kelas "ar" tu kelas satu ros ke?

Aleysya : taklah, satu "ar" laen, satu ros laen...

Pak Le : habes tu, ape maksud "es", ape maksud "ar"?

Aleysya : mane la leysya tau.. "ar" tu "ar" la, "es" tu "es" la...

Syahira: -_-'

Pak Le : okay..

---------------Syakira hanya mengamati perbualan... tak pon, tido sebenarnya

Aleysya: Babah, babah tau tak, sekolah leysya kan ade kelas satu ros kan bah..

Pak Le : ye... kenape dengan satu ros tu ?...

Aleysya: satu ros tu kan bah, kelas terer..

Syahira : owh yeah?

Aleysya: ha'aaa .. kelas yang palingggg tererrr........................................ di dunia.....

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so people, dont you wanna put your child in the most TERER class in the world?

note:Aleysya khabarnya akan dimasukkan ke kelas satu ros tidak lama lagi...

prottttt~

2009-07-03T22:16:00.000-07:00

protttttttttttttt~~~~ (bunyi kentut)

Syahira : Syakira, Syakira ade hobi baru eh? suke kentot?

Syakira : Ha'ah, ade. baru je beli tadi.

Syahira : O yeah? beli kat mane?

Syakira : Dekat Giant.

Syahira : LoL....

sorry kalo ako jiwang

2009-06-22T22:47:00.001-07:00

yerp, minta maaf kalau beberapa hari ni ako berkelakuan pelik..
bukannye ape, ni semua penangan edward cullen. wawawa... dah tu, asal tgk sekeliling je, sume nampak pekataan edward je..

baru je nk bace buku ni. dah lama dah buku tu wujud kat rumah. baru je tergerak hati nak bace twilight.

kat umah ada twilight saga... tapi tanaklah bace sume sekaligus. takot berkekalan plak sifat jiwang ni. risau2. plan nak selang seli dgn buku sophie kinsella... ^_^ .. sronoklah camni. siang keje, malam bace buku cite. tayah setadi . huhuhu

1.48

2009-06-18T22:41:00.000-07:00

1.48pm...
few minutes before lunch break ends...
i wished to write a lot of stuff,
but... i wished la..
i tot a lot about writing,
and then when i got home to start bloging,
the internet wont work.
there goes my ideas la...

i even list the things that i wish to blog about..
lemme see...
1-coding.. o yeah, thats my job these days, i learnt new stuff everyday.. its fun.. for me la.. to others.. i'm not sure bout that..
2-along's music list... along(my eldest sister) she got the weirdest taste on music, yet, its the best! one of them is the soundtrack of the movie ocean 12 - laser.. seriously.. cant stop listening to it, then.. the old songs from the album beautiful gargbage..

hurm..
thats about it.. gtg...

*** i wanna go travelling~~~

p/s: how bout u guys? interns? works? holidays?

bekal

2009-06-07T22:21:00.000-07:00

tarikh : 08 Jun 2009
tempat : ofis - dmftechnology
masa : 1322 (lunch hour)

pesanan : semua org g la kluar lunch. nak bawak keluar bekal nih.

bekalan: nasi goreng , telur goreng, pisang goreng.. eh silap.. buah pisang je.. tk goreng lg..

nota : perkara sama berlaku pada fye beberapa hari lalu.. huhu

choices

2009-05-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

which one shall you choose?

a disease that shows the effect at the early stage...

that make you suffer through your days...

a disease that doesnt shows at all..

but strikes and kills you in a snap in the end...

an orange that is full of dirt in the out side,

but is still good if you peel it...

or...

an orange that looks totally nice in the outside,

but it taste like dirt when you eat it...

so,

whats ur choice?

im the cancer i guess

I want

2009-05-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

I want
From this moment on till 12noon tomorrow
to be really FAST

I want
the moment after the exam till i get back home in KJ
to be really SLOW

I want
the moment i got to KJ till one year after
to be really FAST

I want
the moment after that to be just what it is...
either fast or slow
i dont care..

I just want
to be happy
^_^

Congrats Yaya

2009-05-24T01:28:00.000-07:00

This is yaya's new born baby

El katya latisha fauzan

Congrats to Azzahra Maria Nusantari....
huhu..
name mak die pon best...
patot la name baby die
kaw kaw punyer~~

Sangat comel la baby ko ni yaya...
yaya da jadi mummy!
wuweeee
semoga anda menjadi
seorang mummy yg sgt lovable!
^_^

lagi sekali,
TAHNIAH!
CONGRATS!

May Allah bless you..

okay.. WHOS NEXT?

p/s: yaya - sahabat sekolah rendah..

Test

2009-05-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

Do people think that they will be left alone because they say: "We believe," and will not be tested.And We indeed tested those who were before them. And Allah will certainly make (it) known (the truth of) those who are true, and will certainly make (it) known (the falsehood of) those who are liars, (although Allah knows all that before putting them to test).

Al-Ankabut , 2n3

I am being tested. definitely. how bout u?

sleep

2009-05-04T12:58:00.000-07:00

my laptop's clock shows that it is 5.11 am.. and what am i doing now? its not that i can't sleep.. i did sleep.. fyi, i slept like a log.. i slept like as if i am a baby... baby need long hours of sleeping in order to help the process of growing. but for me? nak membesar cammane lagi?

Come on people, i cant stop myself from sleeping, it seems that i cant get myself away from my bed ... kroih kroih kroih...

do you have something that works opposite from the sleeping pills?

mari bedah lirik~

2009-04-30T22:25:00.000-07:00

Halo

by Beyonce

Remember those walls I built

Well, baby, they're tumbling down

And they didn't even put up a fight

They didn't even make a sound

I found a way to let you in

But I never really had a doubt

Standin' in the light of your halo

I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin'

It's the risk that I'm takin'

I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm lookin' now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby, I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby, I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo

I can see your halo, halo, halo

I can feel your halo, halo, halo

I can see your halo, halo, halo

Hit me like a ray of sun

Burning through my darkest night

You're the only one that I want

And I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'll never fall again

But this don't even feel like fallin'

Gravity ain't began to

Pull me back to the ground again

It's like I've been awakened

Every rule I had you breakin'

The risk that I'm takin'

I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm lookin' now

I'm surrounded by your embrace

Baby, I can see your halo

You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more

It's written all over your face

Baby, I can feel your halo

Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo

I can see your halo, halo, halo

I can feel your halo, halo, halo

I can see your halo, halo, halo

I can feel your halo, halo, halo

I can see your halo, halo, halo

I can feel your halo, halo, halo

I can see your halo, halo, halo

Halo

Halo

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:) :

internet - i lyk~

2009-04-22T10:47:00.000-07:00

nolashan (4/23/2009 1:47:42 AM): salam
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:47:45 AM): hye herne helan
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:47:50 AM): saye suke internet
Herne Mohd Helan (4/23/2009 1:47:55 AM): hey bestie
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:48:01 AM): internet menggabungkan saye dgn dunia luar
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:48:11 AM): dgn uk dan korea
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:48:25 AM): dgn kawan2 saya yg setia menciom bau kentot saya
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:48:29 AM): saya suke internet
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:48:39 AM): dunia tanpa sempadan
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:48:45 AM): dgn internet saya gembira
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:48:59 AM): kerana dapat melupakan segala masalah walau seketika
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:49:20 AM): berangan berada di perantauan
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:49:23 AM): owh
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:49:26 AM): sangat seronok.
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:49:35 AM): seronok sangat2
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:49:42 AM): sampai lupa sume masalah yang ada
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:49:48 AM): masalah sume dah lupa,
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:00 AM): impian pula yang datang beratur
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:06 AM): macam2 impian saya
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:10 AM): menjelajah sana sini
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:14 AM): nak ke sana sini
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:21 AM): jumpa orang ini dan orang itu
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:26 AM): buat ini dan itu juga
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:28 AM): wuah~
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:35 AM): internet~
Herne Mohd Helan (4/23/2009 1:50:39 AM): ape ko ni
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:50:56 AM): escaping reality for a while
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:51:16 AM): fedap ngan diri sendiri
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:51:29 AM): bukak internet
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:51:31 AM): fuh
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:51:34 AM): lupa sume jap
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:51:47 AM): tgk blog2 rakan2 di perantauan
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:51:55 AM): banyaknya yg nak dicapai
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:52:01 AM): impian untuk membangunkan negara
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:52:08 AM): nak kenal culture laen
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:52:48 AM): mari merantau
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:52:52 AM): tade duet pon takpe
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:52:57 AM): kite merantau gune internet
nolashan (4/23/2009 1:53:00 AM): ~~~~

*internet best bila connection laju ...

Internship

2009-04-19T19:57:00.000-07:00

internship ....
duration : 8 months (June 09 til Jan 10)
company: DMF technology (seperti yang tertera diatas)
location: Dataran Prima, Kelana Jaya (Seploh minit dari rumah)

accommodation : Rumah Hj Shan , SS 7/8 Kelana Jaya (home sweet home)
transportation: along anta or naek goldie.. depends on traffic

reasons to nag:
- new surrounding...
- new people..
- 8 months with syakira
- mama marah suruh kemas bilik...
- syakira carik pasal...
- astro di rumah sungguh menggiurkan...
- bolie bolie bolie...
- one utama yang lagi menggiurkan...
- GSC dan TGV <-- argh
- konflik rumah tangga keluarga dan sanak saudara yang bahagia
- rindu biskut meri

reasons to be happy:
- bersama-sama dengan keluarga tercinta..
- dekat dgn sahabat handai dari kecil
- makan masakan di rumah.. yummy...

solution:
Nothing is Impossible....
Cabaran bisa disahut...
Strengthen Sisters Bond
Cinta Keluarga..

sekeping hati

2009-04-13T10:12:00.000-07:00

sekeping hati di bawa belayar...
nola merepek macam kene hempap tayar...

sekeping hati di bawa pergi...
nola memang macam nak terjun perigi...

sekeping hati dijaga rapi...
nola seronok naek keretapi...

sekeping hati dicalar dibisa...
nola teringin nak makan laksa...

sekeping hati membesar semakin tegar...
nola memang terer buat agar-agar...

sekeping hati diracun cinta...
nola amat suka tengok peta dunia yang nyata...

sekeping hati disinar bahagia diselami ceria...
nola tak sabar nak tunggu after hari raya...

sekeping hati dibalut harapan...
nola menginginkan sebuah percutian siap dengan penginapan...

sekeping roti dimamah begitu sahaja...
rupa2nya nola nak roti butterscothch la haja...

^_^

mp3.mp4.mp5

2009-01-20T11:24:00.000-08:00

Salam/Peace.

its 3.25 and i cant sleep. u know when u stay up all night long and it comes to an extend u dont feel sleepy at all? yeah, dats how i feel right now. cant stop surfing the net. jumping from one blog to another. aiyak.

class timetable these days are so000ooo00oooo0ooo amazing. theres no other word to describe it. really. i just thank god i cud take these subjects. ....

about the title? o yeah. technology these days... from mp3, mp4 and now mp5..... take a look at the pic below...

from left: mp3, mp4 and mp5

those arent mine.. except the mp3. bape megabyte je pon. but i love it. i do. its my precioussss! y? becoz i bought it with my own money(gne duit gaji,keje after spm).

nothing really, i am just blabbering some boring things.. and now i'm getting sleepy. ok. i better end it here and hit the "publish post" button now before my head lands on this keyboard. till then lads. taaa~

kroih kroih kroih~~~

come undone

2009-01-16T00:48:00.000-08:00

Heres a quick post. i love this song by duran duran(bukan durian durian okay. but i do love durian tho). lagu lame beb(tp tk la lame sgt). bump into it while searching for another version of 'if i were a boy' by beyonce n r kelly. the thing is, when i search for da lyrics for this come undone, there are other songs who have the same title as this song. i download it. and love it. hehe, 3 different songs with same title, and loving it. ;p nothing extra , really. just to share.

come undone by vanessa carlton
come undone by robbie williams
mari undone by duran duran

and heres the lyrics.... how about guessing whos the singer?

Mine, immaculate dream made breath and skin
I've been waiting for you
Signed, with a home tattoo,
Happy birthday to you was created for you

(can't ever keep from falling apart
At the seams
Cannot believe you're taking my heart
To pieces)

Oh, it'll take a little time,
might take a little crime
to come undone now

(PRECHORUS)
We'll try to stay blind
to the hope and fear outside
Hey child, stay wilder than the wind
And blow me in to cry

(CHORUS)
Who do you need, who do you love
When you come undone
(repeat)

(Verse 2)
Words, playing me deja vu
Like a radio tune I swear I've heard before
Chill, is it something real
Or the magic I'm feeding off your fingers

(Can't ever keep from falling apart
At the seams
Cannot believe you're taking my heart
To pieces)

Lost, in a snow filled sky, we'll make it alright
To come undone now

sape dapat teka, die terer! hehe...

Noor Syakira Shan

2009-01-12T20:35:00.001-08:00

She is my twin, beza 14 tahun jer...

syakira in a hotel room. she just loves hotels. cuz they have swimming pools..

she looks very cute in tudung, right?

but she prefers going to school without tudung, her teacher said she has nice hair...
its curly, diff from the rest of us. she is daddy's girl.

wit cousins.. they are the best playmates for her. they can still be friends after a big quarel, cuz cousins are family, the relationship is still there no matter what happens...

she can pose well too...

disneyland, every kids dream~

dad, mom n syakira. happy!

merry go round..

syakira, getting ready to go into bed. when i'm home, she will want to sleep with me...

but , the last nite i was at home, i was busy and scolded her.. so she slept with Along that night, not me.. sorry syakira...
i'm missing you..
so much..
(T_T)

heard that u're ill now. get well soon my dear, im coming home this CNY..
i want you to be in the pink of health so that we could go out and play together..
or shop at OU together..
i just love the teddy bear store that we went the other day..
^_^

lagu ini, saye suke

2009-01-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while

Oh, oh, oh

'Cause you were Romeo,
I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go

And I said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

And I said
Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby, just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you


p/s: anda suke lagu ini?

minum susu ANLENE!

2009-01-08T00:11:00.001-08:00

ya rakan2. saya sudah mula minum susu setiap hari. arahan Pn Asmah(my mommy). ini adalah utk kesedaran awal ttg keperluan kalsium bg membina tulang2 yg kuat dan sihat! terbaru, ada ahli keluarga kami yg mengalami osteoporosis.. jadi, sebagai langkah awal, kami sebagai anak2 muda di dalam keluarga, dinasihati supaya minom susu banyak2. ... susu putih tak sedap, maka dgn itu, saya bermula dgn susu anlene coklat. yummy. hanya 4 sudu dan air suam. tada! saya dah pandai buat air! yeay!

GOLONGAN generasi muda di negara ini, tidak ramai yang meminum susu. Berdasarkan kaji selidik budaya minum susu masyarakat Asia menunjukkan, golongan utama meminum susu ialah di kalangan dewasa yang mencapai usia 40-an ke atas di samping, golongan kanak-kanak.

Sementara, kebanyakan yang lain minum susu mencampurkannya bersama minuman lain seperti kopi dan teh.

Pengurus Jenama New Zealand Milk (Malaysia), Ivy Yeoh, berkata minum susu setiap hari tidak dijadikan satu amalan dalam kehidupan harian di kebanyakan kalangan masyarakat Asia. Walaupun, keperluan minum susu adalah penting, ia masih tidak digemari ramai.

Katanya, susu pada asasnya ialah makanan berkhasiat yang lengkap dan penting. Susu membekalkan kalsium untuk membina dan mengekalkan kesihatan tulang serta membantu mencegah osteoporisis. Justeru, ia perlu diambil bukan pada peringkat kanak-kanak saja sebaliknya, sepanjang hayat kerana setiap peringkat usia, pelbagai zat tambahan diperlukan seperti zaman kanak-kanak, ketika mengandung, selepas mengandung dan ketika melewati usia 30-an serta pada usia tua.

“Persepsi biasa di kalangan orang muda ialah osteoporosis hanya perlu dikhuatiri oleh golongan warga tua saja. Ini tidak benar sama sekali. Malah, ia adalah sebaliknya. Orang dewasa yang semakin lanjut usia tetapi mempunyai ketumpatan tulang yang tinggi akan berupaya menangani osteoporosis,” kata Yeoh.

Beliau berkata, sebab lain susu tidak diminum setiap hari ialah kerana kurangnya pengetahuan mengenai pembinaan tulang. Ada yang berpendapat, pembinaan tulang dikaitkan dengan tumbesaran ketinggian. Kenyataan itu salah kerana peringkat usia akil baligh adalah tempoh di mana berlakunya tumbesaran tulang rangka yang giat pada individu. Kemuncak jisim tulang kebanyakan individu mencapai pada lingkungan usia 30-an dan kemudian akan mula kehilangan jisim tulang secara perlahan-lahan.

make me happy

2008-12-21T09:05:00.000-08:00

i realize now that one of the things that make me happy when i'm in a not-so-good mood is thinkin bout business. haha.. i love to think bout the possible business that i cud run. there are tons of it out there. lots of ideas, just need guts to run it. some money for modal of course. just live me alone with a calculator and i'll start calculating the possible cost,sale and profit. by hours, days, months, years.. just key in the number. thats easy... love it.

i have a book, containing endless list of business that i have thought of doing. haha! :P from the simple ones, to the complicated ideas.... well, i'll share with you some of the business that i've run and what are the results;

eskim malaysia! - tried it ones. i cant do it alone. no gf seems to be interested in joining forces. so, it succeeded only for a while. havent count the money i got though... (duet still lam bekas) haha..
dadih - originally from gengbiskutmeri. u can recognize our dadih by just looking at it. we put little colored-shaped love thingy on it. its eatable. dun worry bout that. just one way of branding our products. huhuhu.. owh yeah, still running this biz with my biskutmeri mates! ^_^
lendmeabook.com - book heaven. wuah. still hanging. under maintenance... :P ... but the good thing is, i have a few loyal customers already. they are so sweet. love to see their faces light up when i tell them bout the new books arrived. weeee~.... happy to see others happy! customers' satisfaction is all that matters! haha.

well, thats all i could think of right now... all you need is an idea and a team to do it... and yeah, not to forget.. the one that supports me all the time through all of these stuff.. you know who you are. thanks dear. ^_^

as i remember, my first little business is when i was in standard two. i sold little paper-handbag to classmates. they love it. the materials was just reben and paper. i have lots of money to spend during recess thanks to that. geheeee...

well, it really cheers me up. no wonder i'm taking business degree. :P

peace out!

^_~

Tagged by da FabFitt

2008-11-26T03:04:00.000-08:00

Fyi, soklannye byk gle. i just copy paste first, then baru bace what u wrote fit. then baru adjust to my answers. hehe...

Q: What is the relationship of you and him/her?
- friends... x-skulmate..

Q: Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- addicted to books, crazy, funny, fab, beautifull.. nk lg ke?

Q: The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
- aaa..

Q: The most memorable things he/she has said to you?
- offer jd anak angkat bapak die... haha..

Q: If he/she become your enemy, you will...
- aaaa.. tatau?

Q: If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on...
- fit, lover? adeyh..

Q: If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
- her new camera.

Q: The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
- share amazing books.

Q: The overall impression of him/her is...
- fab~

Q: How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- tatau. gotta ask them..

Q: The character of you for yourself is?
- taley duk diam.

Q: On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- kuat tido.

Q: The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- me. haha.

Q: For the people who likes you, say something about them.
- i love you.

Ten people to tag:
ten? omg.. ok.. randomly..
1. aisha-kam.
2.didy
3.herne
4.fairuz
5.arel
6.nageb
7.min
8.teeq
9.paan
10.paL?

Q: who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
- sum1 kat aussie.

Q: Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- awek hott.

Q: If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- both are boys. ho ho ho... a big NO NO!

Q: How about no. 5 and 8?
- gehehe... cud b awesome.

Q: What is no. 1 studying about?
- rocks. bukan rockers eh, geology..

Q: Is no. 4 single?
- yep. hott n available.

Q: Say something about no. 6
- aaa.. gud luck?

Q: What's the best memory you have of 9?
- great leader of the team.

Q: When's the next time you're gonna see 4?
- hopefully, this month.

Q: Is number 8 pretty?
- lovely~

Q: What was your first impression of number 10?
- first impression? urmm.. : "sape ni?"

Q: How did you know 3?
- first female friend in sri kelana. she sat behind me in da classroom.

Q: Is 2 your best friend?
- are we? haha. YES!

Q: Have you seen 1 in the last month?
- nope! da bpe thn tk jumpe.

Q: Do you think 7 has a crush on you?
- sape 7? ahaha.. surely no.

Q: When/how was the last time you saw 5?
- mase foundation kot. ntahla. huhu.

Q: Have you ever been to 6's house?
- die bwk g makan seafood,tak sempat lak sampai crib die. tp kt situ seafood best~

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 4?
- pnah ke ek? muvi lam hall kt skola dlu ade la kot. ~_^

Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 2?
- urm. no probs rite? wutever probs pon, kitorang lepak jer.. wink!

Q: What do you and number 3 talk about the most?
- life.love.lust

Q: Do you even know 7?
- all my life. yes.

Q: Would you give number 8 a hug?
-yep.

Q: Are you in love with number 10?
- yes.

Q: Do you know a secret about number 5?
- he is single. hate his job. love the challenges. thats the secret. haha

Q: Describe the relationship between number 9 and number 5.
- same uni.

Q: Have you ever danced with number 10?
- dance? jap... aaa.. ta penah lg.

Q: Have you ever been in a fight with number 1?
- ade ke ek? cam tk je.

Q: Have you ever wanted to punch number 9 in the face?
- wut for?

Q: Has number 4 ever met your mother?
- not sure bout that.

Q: Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 6?
- no

Q: Do you live close to 7?
- currently, no.

Q: What kind of car does number 5 have?
- tatau.

Q: Have you traveled anywhere with number 8?
- nope

Q: If you're given $100 dollars tonight, who will you give it to?
- anyone that i owe money..
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cis, penat scroll atas nk tgk nombor 1 sape, nombor 2 sape... isk2~

quick post

2008-11-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

aslm wbt.
here i am, in IRC(library). at the IT section. LAN isn't functioning well. laptop's wifi isn't working also. i can only use the internet in my room to open gmail and utp's website.

tomorrow is my first paper. do pray for me ppL.
Below are my exam papers....
11/11 - Health, safety n environment
13/11 - Software Engineering
15/11 - Internet Programming
17/11 - Data Communication and Networking
18/11 - Corporte Finance
Finish!!!!

got lots and lots of stuff need to be covered in this very short time. well, any tips?
play hard n study smart. n pray a lot of course.

study.....
all da best ppL...

moral of the story: never give up to the very last end. all out. give ur very best. Umph!~

things to do

2008-10-21T21:05:00.001-07:00

Sofia said i love to list the things that i wanna or have to do. am i that obvious fia?

Hurm, this is for today.

1-2pm : HSE-got quiz
3-5pm : IP Lab, extra tutorial for project
5-6pm : SE - Prof dah sihat ke?
8 pm : Media Junior -first meeting
9 pm : Kembara meeting
12 pm : Buat dadah... eh, dadih, with hanan. ngeee~

So, thats it for today, starting from the noon, i'll be freaking pack with this schedule. wua wua wua, pack sangat sampai pagi tuh tatau nak wat ape. ngeeee...

well, arranging life is fun.
Planning is important.
We can only plan, but only Allah can decide what will happen.

moral of the story: plan means ur effort, then leave it all to Allah to decide = effort+tawakal

which superhero am i?

2008-10-21T17:00:00.000-07:00

sape plak green lantern ni. tak pnah lak ak minat kale hijo.

Your results:
You are Green Lantern

Green Lantern		70%
Iron Man		55%
Robin		50%
Supergirl		50%
Superman		50%
Catwoman		50%
Wonder Woman		40%
Spider-Man		40%
Hulk		40%
The Flash		30%
Batman		25%

Hot-headed. You have strong
will power and a good imagination.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

Green Lantern is the name of several fictional characters, superheroes appearing in comic books published by DC Comics. The first (Alan Scott) was created by writer Bill Finger and artist Martin Nodell in All-American Comics #16 (July 1940).

Each Green Lantern possesses a power ring that gives the user great control over the physical world as long as the wielder has sufficient willpower and strength to wield it. While the ring of the Golden Age Green Lantern (Alan Scott) was magically powered, the rings worn by all subsequent Lanterns were technological creations of the Guardians of the Universe, who granted such rings to worthy candidates. These individuals made up the intergalactic police force known as the Green Lantern Corps.

from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Green_Lantern

pendek atau rendah?

2008-10-07T05:28:00.000-07:00

me : ahh... just nice... love it, love it, love it.

ya, itulah monolog doloman ku sebentar tadi, sebaik sahaja aku mengenakan seluar kegemaran ku. baru je ambil dari kedai tailor di ou tengah hari tadi bersama along yang dah pandai drive kereta cha ngan machonya. mulutnya pon tak kurang hebat dari mulut cha tatkala memandu. memaki hamun setiap salah laku pemandu kenderaan yang lain, tetapi gelak cam ala2 miss world plus segan2 kucing bila sendiri buat salah.

kembali kepada seluar tersebut.hitam warnanya.tidak sendat di bahagian pehaku yg macam drumstik nih. sayang giler seluar nie. sayang lagi bile igt harganya.

apa isu dengan seluar? ada apa dengan seluar? bukan seluar isu yang sebenar, tapi tahap ketinggian. apa kaitannya? bile dah pendek, seluar yang dah dibeli, semua kene potong kasik pendek laaa... tu yang leceh tu. seluar semua cantik2, tapi panjang sangat la.. nampak gelebeh bila pakai. sob3. (T_T)

kalau tak potong seluar tuh, mula la nak lipat2. pastuh mulalah nampak koyak2 cam rockers. cumanye, rockers koyak kat lutut, peha, nih kat buku lali. pendek punye pasal. dalam erti kata lain yang lebih sopan: rendah. rendah, bukan rendang.

solusi? carilah kedai seluar yang ada servis untuk memotong seluar on da spot.

moral of the story: sayangilah seluar anda.

perkara yang menggelapkan ati

2008-09-24T10:36:00.000-07:00

qiamulail di masjid utp...

orang ramai diminta hadir di masjid jam 4.30 pagi.nola dan haizi tiba di masjid jam 5.30 pagi.tatkala orang ramai sedang bersahur... bukan lagi qiam... muahaha...tanpa membuang masa, kami bersolat...

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selesai solat subuh, ada tazkirah oleh ustaz. kandungan tazkirah adalah perihal hati.. posisi para jemaah wanita yang terlindung, membuatkan ramai org yg terbaring sambel mendengar tazkirah. mataku layu, sedaya upaya memberikan perhatian keatas tiap2 kata ustaz. menghayati slide2 yang dibuat khas untuk tazkirah pagi itu.

kandungan slide;
PERKARA2 YANG MENGGELAPKAN HATI
1.BANYAK MAKAN...

dan mata ku makin kuyu... ku cuba menahan mata ku dari lelap... dan apabila ustaz menekan butang pada keyboard... barisan seterusnya terpapar...

2.BANYAK TIDUR

owh tidak.. ako terasa... tapi kini... daku sudah meletakkan kepala diatas lantai... kepala dan mata dah makin berat.... dan.....

ku buka mataku.... semua orang dah bangun, melipat dan mengemas telekung, bersiap2 untuk menginggalkan masjid...

-_-'

gelap la ati kalo camni selalu...
asal ngantuk je tido,
asal tensi je tido,
asal lapa je tido,
adeyh.

kawan2, ada tak ubat dat works opposite from the sleeping pills?
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moral of the story: sleeping is NOT always the best thing to do

Nape orang laen tak puas hati dengan saya

2008-09-19T12:42:00.001-07:00

1999 - Kelana Jaya, Selangor

Sekolah kita Sri Kelana
Lambang kemajuan kita
Tunaikan amanah ibu dan bapa
hidup mesti berjasa
jasa guru kami tak akan lupa....

ya, itulah lagu sekolah rendah ku yang kedua. Sekolah Kebangsaan Sri Kelana (SKSK).

lumrah manusia, memang ada sahaja perkara yang puas hati dan tak puas hati. apa yang orang tak puas hati sangat dengan saya? sebagai seorang budak perempuan berumur 11 tahun ketika itu. apakah salahku?

tempat kejadian: kelas 5 Siantan
masa kejadian : kelas Bahasa Melayu
watak2 terlibat : cikgu Yusman(cikgu BM), Kamal(my deskmate), Syahira(tak bersalah)

ketika berada di tahap dua, para pelajar akan menjadi lebih teruja dan eager untuk menggunakan pen sebagai medium untuk menulis. kondisi ketika itu ialah semua pelajar perempuan dibenarkan menggunakan pen. mungkin kerana kebanyakan(ini bermakna, ada yang mempunyai tulisan yang kurang kemas aka buruk, cakar ayam) budak perempuan mempunyai tulisan yang kemas. mungkin juga, bagi cikgu2,

tulisan kemas->boleh guna pen,
tulisan tak kemas->pensil sahaja.

prinsip ini telah menimbulkan ketidakpuasan hati bagi sesetengah pelajar.

Cikgu Yusman: Kamal, awak jangan la pakai pen. pakai pensil je untuk tulis.
Kamal: Kenapa cikgu?
Cikgu Yusman: Sebab tulisan awak tak kemas.
Kamal: Habis tu, kenapa syahira boleh pakai pen?
Syahira: ............ -_-' ..............

2008 - tronoh,perak.

dan kini, daku sentiasa membawa pensil di dalam bekas alat-tulisku.

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moral of the story: thats y i just lov doing works using the computer.do u?

Nape saye tak puas hati dgn org laen

2008-09-19T12:42:00.000-07:00

1997- Kelana Jaya, Selangor.

Masa tu kelas pendidikan seni.man, i hate that subject, byk sgt perkakas yg kene bawak. pada hari tersebut, semua orang telah diarahkan oleh cikgu untuk melukis gambar roket. cik noL pon dengan seronoknya, melukis gambar roket tersebut kerana beberapa hari sebelumnya cik noL baru je menonton cerita tentang roket bersama seisi keluarga.Cerita tersebut adalah lakonan Tom Hanks . Sama ada cerita tersebut bertajuk Apollo 13 ataupun hanya roket dalam tu saja yang bernama Apollo 13... .

Okay, seterusnya, cik noL ni pon melukis la dgn semangatnya. tiba2, cik noL didatangi oleh beberapa rakannye dan mereka bertujuan untuk melihat lukisan cik noL.
mereka: hahaha... Apollo 13? mane ada roket nama Apollo 13.. tu kan nama kek.. kek Apollo! hahahaa!!! ade ke letak name kek..
dan mereka terus menggelakkan cik noL...

wut da ****? .. hehe, kidding, tak reti lg ckp mende nih time tuh.. tapi perasaan cik noL ketika itu lebih kurang macam ni la. Dan dengan semangatnya cik noL cuba mempertahankan dirinya.
cik noL:Ada la, Apollo 13. Aku baru je tengok cerita dia .. Tom Hanks berlakon.. based on trues story la..
mereka:hahaha.. ape la.. mana ade...
ckp je la korang tatau Tom Hanks tu sape. takkan ako nak cakap yusof haslam baru korang caye kot... *sigh (-_-'') <- cik noL bermonolog dalaman ketika itu... dan ia berakhir begitu sahaja, cik noL telah dibiarkan begitu sahaja setelah ditertawakan oleh rakannya. rakan? bukan rakan la kalo camni. monolog dalaman lagi cik noL:korang tak terfikir ke kenapa iklan kek Apollo tuh cam roket2 je?
cik noL:kawan2 kelas 3 siantan.. sampai hati korang wat ako camnie.korang je yg tatau.. maleh ako nak layan korang.. budak2 betul la.. tak matang langsung.

saba.saba.saba.

2008 - tronoh,perak.

cik noL : kenape la ako tak lempang je sesekor budak2 tuh mase tuh. aisy.. puase2 nih... sabo je la..

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moral of the story: he who laugh first, will be laugh at last.
moral of the story: sabar itu separuh daripada iman.
moral of the story: explore.explore,explore.
moral of the story: think first before you speak.

duLang: episod 3

2008-09-14T19:51:00.000-07:00

--> finally, yesterday.... i was the victim myself! geehee.. my fault! i came late to the mosque. i just break fast with mineral water in the car while on the way to the mosque. what was i doing yesterday that i came so late? i was sleeping all day i guess. oops! thats not so good... -_-'' my bad~ :P
--> thank god there is this kind lady, kind enough to offer us her share in the duLang. geheee.. a suap or two is enough... buat pengalas perut je sudey... like a few days before... but now is my turn who didn get to eat during the break fast.. so, after terawikh, me and haizy, went to v2, and ordered the old time favourite, burger ayam black pepper... delicious!!!! :P

moral of the story,

dont be late to the mosque if you want to break fast there
thank god theres so many kind people around you that actually cares about you.

reaching for the stars

2008-09-13T21:01:00.000-07:00

the digital clock on my laptop's screen shows that it is 12.01pm.. yet, im still in my pyjama. having no desire to refresh myself at all. anak dara apa la ni <-- well, thats wut the elders wud say i guess. who cares. as long as i'm happy this way. but wait. am i happy? there are so many "if"s is running in my head now. how good it will be;

if i could turn back the time
if i could reach for the happy moments in the past
if i just pull back my words
if i just sit still n shut up at that time
if i can be as tough as she is
if i'am tougher than i am before
if i'm somewhere away from here... in the other part of the world
if i didnt quit that school <-- then mama wudnt cry
if i can be there for her when she needs me...
if i can be the best friend i cud be for her..
if i just learn how to love myself first
if i can be as perfect as mom says i am
if i can fly to the airport and hug dee before she flew off... <-- yes dee, i dreamt of u last nite
if i can shine again
if i knew it earlier...
if i can be that someone that they want me to be..
if i just say yes to everything that she says...
if i cud just be more patient...
if i cud learn how to not to listen to the bad me..
if i cud help them..
if i cud make others happy
if i ......
if i could just reach for the stars..

........... note: each of this refers to different person.. jgn prasan lebey ye..

too many ifs i guess. everything happen for a reason rite? its not bout the challenges or obstacles that are important, but its how you face it. stand tough and face it. you know you can do it. Allah knows you can do it. if He can believe in you that you can do it, then why you yourself cant do the same? just be happy with the way you are.

...pray pray n pray....

stop dreaming. its reality.
now i just wish, how good it will be if i just go n take my bath now...
*stinks!

duLang: episod 2

2008-09-12T12:48:00.000-07:00

and today, i felt really bad .( -__-') usually, the foods are enough for all of the girls. but as we were about to finish our meal, a few girls came in, and there are my friends. wuuu, i felt really bad cuz i cudnt offer them the food. same thing happen to a family a few minutes earlier, thank god they got their meal from some of the guys. but not my friends there. thank god again, alhamdulillah they did brought their own drinks and some doughnuts. planned to offer them some banana from my duLang, but as i came back after washing my hands, the banana has already been taken by another member of the duLang. sorry mate.. i felt really bad bout that, cuz leaving them not eating... wuuu...
in order to cover it back, i mean, to recover this feeling of guilt, i bought my friends some supper. our favourite dadihs n burgers. wuuu~ fun2. plus, its ramadhan, a good deed indeed if you spend to buy meal for others. much better if its breaking fast's meal. *wink!

till then people, just a short note saying that we should share that will show that we care. sharing is caring. u'll feel good if others feel good. happy if others are happy. wont ya? (^_^) lov lov lov !

this is what we call dadih!
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nyum nyum nyum
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psst.... ade org tuh merajuk. org nak belanja die burger tp die tanak. tp last2, sindri g V2 cari burger tuh. haha..~

duLang~~

2008-09-11T08:25:00.000-07:00

burp... alhamdulillah...
gulp.. gulp.. gulp... (bape byk air nk minom daaaa..)
just finish sahur with my girls. the topic on the table(besela, pompuan kat mane2 pon berborak) was kuih2 tradisional. cik benet? is dat it? da kuih introduced to us by aen n tom. it was new to us(nola n fye). dkny? she just mention about kepak ayam madu... dats not a kuih my dear. :P
gulp.. gulp.. gulp.. (i'm still drinking from the 1.5 litre bottle) ...

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duLang!

just got back from masjid. today, i break fast with iqa n frens. owh yeah, and auni too. *auni is a star in the mosque, a 2 year old little girl. so cute, running around the lady's site while waiting for her mom to finish terawikh.
--> wut is this dulang all about? okay, here goes. I REALLY LOVE BREAK FAST,EATING USING DULANG. im not sure why...
its not the free food that i got...
its not that i dont have money to buy my own food...
its not bout the tasty nasi tomato or nasi minyak...
its not bout the cool condition in the mosque of utp.
no no no.. its not bout that.

i just enjoy myself eating using the dulang all together with friends. i dont mind if i seat with someone i dont know, thats the time to get to know them. meet all sorts of girls. when you eat using dulang, i tell ya, everything will become really3x tasty ; lazat i shall say. (^_^) sharing is caring~~

--->other than that, i enjoyed the terawikh of course. while at home, i'll be damn eager to pray terawikh in the mosque. i'm like this since i was little.maybe because the mosque is rite in front of my house. i'll go there with my family or friends. i remember the moment where i felt lyk in between of klcc cuz i was standing in between my two elder sister(along n cha).. note: they are very tall compare to me. they are so tall... lala..

--> i also often went there with my friends... herne.. diana... hihi.. missing the old times. diana is about to fly this saturday. sorry i couldnt send you off at the airport. gonna miss you beb. come back as a doctor that u wish to be. (^_^)... herne? d'oh. kat shah alam je pon makcik nih. tp bz semacam... lifes lyk dat. we have our own way now. in times lyk this(puasa, terawikh n raya) .. we will have the chance to gather and chat and update each other. (^_^) owh yeah, ema, jemput la dtg semayang terawikh at ss7.

-->ramadhan is the best. i just love the dulang style and the tarawikh all together. not to forget, this is the best time to practise your qiamulail skills. wake up in the morning to perform solah. even if its just the 2 rakaat sunah prayer. biar sikit, asalkan istiqamah. be moderate, thats what our prophet always emphasize about. being modest. (^_^)

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**Happy Ramadhan to all~**
forgive me if i have done anything wrong towards you
i didnt mean to do so
it is my mistakes
as a normal human being
i tend to make mistakes lyk other people do
forgive me
please do
i beg you
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n thank you for every single thing.
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.......bermaaf-maafan adalah satu amalan yg mulia......

4 ekor ayam dan 6 ekor lalat

2008-09-05T18:09:00.000-07:00

From left;
pic 1: tgh seronok membakar ayam.
pic 2:nih dah sebok posing je nih. aen bersama sbg ketua chef.
pic 3:kantoi. kan dah ckp, td tuh posing je. nampak tak tom tgh ratah ayam.

Okay, this is during the weekend before ramadhan, not during ramadhan. i repeat, not during the fasting month. we do fast. haha... terima kasih kepada org ramai yg byk membantu dalam mendapatkan resipi ayam bbq nih. hehe. tanpa anda, jadi ayam ape ntah tatau la. haha.

4 ekor ayam? yes, thats the amount of chicken that we bought for this bbq. requested by the 6 lalat. org dah kate dah, 4 ekor tuh byk sgt. diorang tak pecaye. seb baek la leh bawak balek n makan. who are the 6 lalat? haha. its all the ppl in the pic accept ain, tom, sya, mizan n me. its da baby mizan ok, not ije. why lalat? cuz all of these big lalat cant stop wooooing around our cooked meal.. they just cant wait for everything to b ready.

where at? its ulu chepor~ ... thanks to the gamelan team, now i know another spot for picnic(last time we had our family day here in ulu chepor). its not that hard to search for this place. signboards here n there. just go left when u exit from utp, and then straight.... n straight... jgn kona2 okay.. then u'll see the signboards.about half an hour singing in the car n u'll reach there. easy rite?

From left,
pic 1:sebok maen syampu2.gediknye.habes satu sungai tuh bau syampu.
pic 2:nih lah gambaran jelas sebahagian drpd lalat2 tersebut. :P

Special thanks to aen, cuz helped me with the chickens. i donno wut i wud do without her. i really, really, really cant cook i guess. wuuuu~ but not for aen. she acts lyk the head of chef when shes in the kitchen of our house. wuuu~ go aen go~ ...

the picnic was full of excitement! fun fun fun. i cant stop laughing looking at every picture taken. happy memories stays. (^_^) till then... happy ramadhan to all.

Moral of the story : dont b greedy. 4 ekor ayam is too many. :P
Note:we had fun . tom,ain,nola,sya,mizanbaby,paan,palie,denin,piji,nono n ije.

Dory

2008-09-05T07:06:00.000-07:00

Dory from Finding the Nemo? yes. it is. How is it related to me? hahaa... just wait and see. Dory here is the one who help Merlin to find his son Nemo. they travel together and met a lot of fascinating creatures. they met 'crush' the cool turtle and also, dory thought Merlin the whale language. it was so cool seeing dory speaks whale language. its not that hard you know. maybe you can practise it in your room and your rumate will think ur crazy.

Again, how does it relates to me? do you remember that dory has this problem, STM Loss which stands for, Short Term Memory Loss. her disease makes the whole story more exciting n funnier. anyway, back to me(its always bout me. its my blog. wut were u thinkin? haha :P), i think i have the same disease too. not really serious, but a lil bit i guess. the problem is, i tend to forgot about all the small things. and when i say i forgot, i really mean it. i do.

example. dlm solat? but theres another thing to when it comes to solah. it is called was-was. its really tyring to do all the things over n over again. khusyuk is what important rite? tried that one too . only god knows how sick i feel about myself on this. Takpe, masih ada harapan. caiyuk nola!

i really hoped that this wont interrupt my mission in life, which is improving my solah. as you know; solat itu tiang agama.can you just imagine how important it is to perform a good solah. i mean, the solah itself will reflect your life(i think so.geheee). Solat dpt menjauhkan maksiat.

upon saying bout this phrase. i just remembered. try to recall about ayah pin and his followers. i remember about one of his followers saying this to the press: Solat dapat mengelakkan maksiat. saya tak buat maksiat, buat apa saya perlu solat.... or something like that la. Astaghfirullahhalngazim. how can they think like that? if that so, wutever happen to the phrase solat itu tiang agama? ... apa~ nak jadi ni. mengucap2.

Okay , back to dory. i just adore her n her character. always with her smile and her happy-go-lucky attitude. i love her so much that i put her figure as my cursor. yerp, i just downloaded the cursor last nite, and it was like sooo cooL. :D

till then. selamat berpuasa bagi umat muslimin dan muslimah. and when you are breaking fast, try this, take a few second to remember about muslimin in other parts of the world, fasting in a very bad condition; cold, no shalter, no food ie: palestinians, earthquake victims. just pray to god that they will feel the same as you are while you're eating. bg mereka rasa kekenyangan yang kamu rasa... thats at least what we can do for the time being. :)

May peace be upon you. (^_^)

Lucky

2008-09-05T02:33:00.001-07:00

Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

~ love it
~ meaningful combination of words
~ duet wit dhaq
~ best2
~ I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend <-- ???
~ haizi sorry. nola melalak lagu ni je dr td. ngeheeee (^_^)
~ patutla ujan lebat hari ni.. haha
~ just keep singing.. just keep singing... <-- adaptasi dari dory(from Finding Nemo) the actual sentence is just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming...

europe trip

2008-09-02T16:07:00.000-07:00

as requested by ms fit, here are the pictures....

Belgium, tatkala jam 12 tgh mlm... haa, tu la bf i kat sane

i just love these cute houses... *brugge

owh yeah, did i tell ya, we really njoy going to the beautiful parks(coz its summer) and meet all the ducks... and feed them! habes roti yg kitorang beli utk wat sandwich.. *giggles
9pm in belgium

we just love to pose... we really had a wonderful time together... minus all the fights we had... cha along, thanks for waiting for me to go for this trip.. -brugge

owh, heres the hungry ugly duckling~
belgium

another pose by my sisters.. btw, they are twins..
brugge

administration building, belgium. midnight.beautiful.

the scenery here was damn beautiful... masyaallah..
sweet2 cha n along~ brugge

amsterdam ...
nola: nak tgkap gamba gak~
along: jap, ak tgkap gamba sorang dlu..

cicot: our dearest friend, staying in belgium, speaks french, saved us from the high accomodation fee.. not to forget, our tourist guide too~
cha: cicot's besties! cicot only listen to her...
nola: me! love them both!
xoxo

this is my along, interested? contact me for more info. :P

penat dah bjalan.. another awesome building.. amst..

islam itu mudah.. yeah~ dimana jua anda berada.. solat wajib ditunaikan..
railway station.amsterdam.heading back to brussel.

u hav to pay in order to take pic wit him..
one way of getting money..
.. dats the effort! i lyk!
amst

nampak tak tuh.. kitorang tgh makan nasi goreng..
hehe.. bawak bekal.. save2.. :D amsterdam..

*the pictures shown above are just apart from our trip.. theres london, luxemborg, n paris also... sume dalam camera lg kot.. huhu :P will update later ey,

ramadhan yg mulia

2008-08-31T14:41:00.000-07:00

"Orang yang berjaya ialah
orang yang puasanya kini lebih baik
dari puasa tahun lepas

Orang yang terpedaya ialah
orang yang puasanya kini sama sahaja
dengan puasa tahun lepas

Orang yang celaka ialah
orang yang puasanya kini lebih teruk
dari puasa tahun lepas"

its 5.46 am, the first day of ramadhan for diz year. just had my sahur with aen. sempat bergosip pasal bf masing2 jap. :P

... i wonder what kind of ramadhan would it be this year...

am i gonna pray more?
will i have the chance to break fast at the masjid everyday?
terawikh at masjid nurul yaqin?
pose penuh? (jeng jeng jeng)
bukak pose di kuale bsama umi n abah?
bukak pose ngan tokwan?<--pesan babah
how bout tok ton?
bebuka di lumut(ikan bakar)<--yummy
tahajud?qiam?
(^_^)

... azan sudey...

"assolatukhoiru minannaum"
Solat itu lebih baik dari tidor

pergh.. seb baek ak tak tido pas sahur td.. kalo tak, konpem la suboh dinosor. dats y im writing a post now. avoiding myself from sleeping. auro tidor di bilek nih amat2lah kuat. believe me. esp ble katil da kemas. till then folks. mari solat subuh~

dreams n deeds..

2008-08-30T10:50:00.000-07:00

dreams... big dreams...
snap!... snap back to reality!

ppl can dream of wutever they want to dream.. but dreaming alone is not enough. in real life, you wont get what you dream of unless you work for it, and of course, pray to god to make your dream come true.

wut kind of an intro is this huh? it is almost 2am now. im just thinking bout what are my dreams. if i ever want my dreams to come true, i gotta work hard for it. lemme see.. what are they huh? cmon ppl, help me list it down:

(1) jadi muslimah sejati (believe it or not, yeah, this is one of my aim. jadi hamba Allah yg amat berguna) . believe me, its not that easy to become one, but its too easy to not become one. y eh? God help me!

(2)helping ppl - well, i did imagine myself as a doctor, saving lives, helping others. but that was 5 years ago. i realize now that my expertise is in business, not medicine. Make money, and i can still help others rite? yeah~

(3)build a happy lovvy family - diz should come first after being a good muslimah. a good mom n wife should be able to handle a family and thus making it a lovvy dovvy family.. raise good sons(who knows, they cud b the one who responsible for kebangkitan islam one day<-- wow, did i just say this? ) and daughters like me?! ;P

(4)big2 house - i guess, this one will go under helping people. but who cares. this is my blog, i can write wutever i want. who knows, maybe one day, i can turn this house into an orphanage. weee...

urmph...i used to have an endless list of things dat i dream of, but now, i cant really list them all.

the question now is, am i working towards these dreams?

(1) muslimah sejati --> i have an usrah, lead by the sweet n caring ms maymunah n ms hanan. they thought me on how to recharge my iman every week. still working on improving my prayers these days.

(2)helping others --> hurm.. helping others with wut i have, depends on my abilty. make money and giv it to charity? generate money ey, currently, http://lendmeabook.blogspot.com is working well(baru 3 hari berfungsi).. hope this one will help me in achieving one of my dreams here... iA

(3)happy family--> mama, babah, along,cha n ckia. call them everyday with UOXpax... weee.. my own family? urm.. aaa.. not yet married. anyone? ade sape nk msk minang saye?(giggles) i bet the answer is no. masak lauk ape pon tatau lg. typical guys, nak yg pandai masak je kan? ayu gitu.. f*** i hate thinking bout marriege these days. it gives me headache.. u dont wanna know y..

(4)big2 house?--> make money first la... again, business? a lot of business opportunity out there. hurm, which sea shall i dive in? the red ocean or blue ocean. cmon man, im an entrepreneur. of course im gonna dive into the blue ocean where new ideas conquers it all.(paham ke ape ak bebel nie?)

well, dats all i guess. taaaa~

lunch wit dhaq

2008-07-27T20:07:00.000-07:00

haven't lepak wit dehaq for quite a while, so i tot, a lunch will help us catching up aka gosip n stuff. haha..

dehaq: so hows life? ur blog?
nola : nah, dun read my blog, i only post a few. too few.. havent got the chance to update my blog. still busy updating oc's blog.
dehaq: ohoo, so u've been updating oc's blog? ur lyk expressing urself in dat blog ey?
nola : urm.. aaaa.. a'a laa... kot.. haha...

well, its not lyk oc's blog is my blog, its just that, i love editting the blog. many thanks to friends who thought me how to blog.

okayh, i dont know what to type now, cuz all i know now is: update oc's blog!!!
lalala...

psst.. dhaq, thanks for coming all the way to v5 to have lunch wit me. (~_^)

2 weeks trip~

2008-07-08T09:44:00.001-07:00

2 weeks with my sisters(excluding syakira of course) in europe. just the three of us. travelling through the five countries... full of excitement i shall say. for now i wont write in details the enjoyment of the trip. ill just list down the places we've been n things we've done. here goes;

Day 1 :
Arrive in Paris - went to Gare du Nord to take train to Brussel.(sadly,the gap for our train and our arrival there is FIVE HOURS... can u imagine that? dah la sejuk bagan~~
-arrive in Brussels, Belgium... that nite, we walk around the city, damn beautiful old buildings...

Day 2:
we went to an old monk's place. they have a beautiful park there. theres this one guy who came to us an ask us for a penny, he took the penny and mark at the king's face on the penny. he said that they are running a program to acknowledge people about their king. cooL i shall say.
-->window shopping..
-->went to another park.. bg makan kat itik2 yg cumeL.. yeay! i love parks!!!

Day 3:
-BRUGGE. a beautiful place. breath-taking scenery. macam tanak balek je bile dtg situ..
-went there by train and walk through the town guided by only map and common sense.

Day 4:
-lets see. shopping i guess. cant remember .
-park again i guess.
-watch kill bill, then rambo 4.(all in french.. thank god there is this thing called subtitle) semua bunuh2. tensi2

Day 5:
-AMSTERDAM.. 3 hours away from brussel by train.
-walk around the city and ate nasi goreng(that we brought) in the middle of the city.

Day 6:
-Went to STUDENT CITY with cicot(cha's friend). the amazing thing about this city is; u cant drive car there, only bicycles are aloud. all vehicles are to be park underground. so cooL, they have their own cinema and shopping mall. its a whole city, with mainly students in it, with their campus n hostel n stuff. i wonder if utp is gonna be like that..

Day 7:
-in the morning - off to London by train.
-reached our place to stay, took a nap, then off to St James Park (see?! park again! i've told ya.. we do love parks!)
-oxford street.. gehehe.. SUMMER SALE...

Day 8:
-Lets see, BRITISH MUSEUM. wuuu... lots of stuff. the egypt history is da most amazing part.
-OxFord streEt again~~ but didnt bought a thing~ (save the best for the last la kunun..)

Day 9:
-MUSEUM agAin! 2 museum we went on this day.. national museum is it? i cant remember. and the other one is Science museum. seriously, at this point, i was really getting dizzy of these museum thingy.. the best thing is to get out of there and go... SHOPPING!
-Oxford Street again! owh, did i tell you that before we leave, mom did advise us not to spend so much time at Oxford Street. gehehee... Lily white! Damn! SALE! SALE! SALE! so, we BUY BUY BUY! hahaha

Day 10:
-where did we go ey? owh yeah! LONDON DUNGEON! muahaha..
-before that, LONDON EYE! love it! love it!
-in the evening, off to brussels, and soon to luxemborg ...

Day 11 12 13 14 15 16 ....
i guess i did more than just listing.
enough for now.
next post please...

saiz 3

2008-06-24T09:10:00.000-07:00

aslm wbt. y size 3? because i'm in size 3. my shoes is size 3. but sometimes, its 3 1/2 or 4. its too small, sometimes, all da time, ppl joke about my shoes. whether or not should i by my shoes in da kids department. haha. small feet. yes, unstable, almost fall when i do backtrust kick.
wut is it with small sized feet? happy feet? susah nk carik kasut? yes. but then , ppl wont steel it cuz its too small. hehe. positively. yes. cindarella shoes? definitely, perasan. hahah. i'm enjoying myself. buying shoes that only i can wear it, my sys cant share it. its all mine. shoes2. wut do i do wit my shoes? wear them of course. love them. i have many shoes cuz, all the shoes that i bought since i was in standard 4 till now, i can still wear it. yes, i can still wear it. :D
i have many shoes, cuz i walk a lot. walking around. here and there. exploring new things. experiencing new stuff. yeah. dats the teen spirit. my crocs? dah nak hancur dah. cuz i've been wearing it for the past two months and for all occasions. its so comfortable. when i say its almost hancur. yes. dah nak hancor. no more black in color. dah macam kelabu taik ayam je. wuuu~
shoes.shoes.shoes. wutever the size is, wutever the design is, it is still a shoe. the same purpose for all da shoes being design for, to protect your feet from harm, when you walk outside. its like a key, for your freedom when you want to explore the world. its a basic key, to have you wandering freely and of course, safely. wutever it is, its just a shoe. stop blabbering la nola. shhhh!