make me happy

i realize now that one of the things that make me happy when i'm in a not-so-good mood is thinkin bout business. haha.. i love to think bout the possible business that i cud run. there are tons of it out there. lots of ideas, just need guts to run it. some money for modal of course. just live me alone with a calculator and i'll start calculating the possible cost,sale and profit. by hours, days, months, years.. just key in the number. thats easy... love it.

i have a book, containing endless list of business that i have thought of doing. haha! :P from the simple ones, to the complicated ideas.... well, i'll share with you some of the business that i've run and what are the results;

1. eskim malaysia! - tried it ones. i cant do it alone. no gf seems to be interested in joining forces. so, it succeeded only for a while. havent count the money i got though... (duet still lam bekas) haha..
2. dadih - originally from gengbiskutmeri. u can recognize our dadih by just looking at it. we put little colored-shaped love thingy on it. its eatable. dun worry bout that. just one way of branding our products. huhuhu.. owh yeah, still running this biz with my biskutmeri mates! ^_^
3. lendmeabook.com - book heaven. wuah. still hanging. under maintenance... :P ... but the good thing is, i have a few loyal customers already. they are so sweet. love to see their faces light up when i tell them bout the new books arrived. weeee~.... happy to see others happy! customers' satisfaction is all that matters! haha.

well, thats all i could think of right now... all you need is an idea and a team to do it... and yeah, not to forget.. the one that supports me all the time through all of these stuff.. you know who you are. thanks dear. ^_^

as i remember, my first little business is when i was in standard two. i sold little paper-handbag to classmates. they love it. the materials was just reben and paper. i have lots of money to spend during recess thanks to that. geheeee...

well, it really cheers me up. no wonder i'm taking business degree. :P

peace out!

^_~

Tagged by da FabFitt

Fyi, soklannye byk gle. i just copy paste first, then baru bace what u wrote fit. then baru adjust to my answers. hehe...

Q: What is the relationship of you and him/her?
- friends... x-skulmate..

Q: Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
- addicted to books, crazy, funny, fab, beautifull.. nk lg ke?

Q: The most memorable things he/she had done for you.
- aaa..

Q: The most memorable things he/she has said to you?
- offer jd anak angkat bapak die... haha..

Q: If he/she become your enemy, you will...
- aaaa.. tatau?

Q: If he/she become your lover, he has to improve on...
- fit, lover? adeyh..

Q: If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
- her new camera.

Q: The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
- share amazing books.

Q: The overall impression of him/her is...
- fab~

Q: How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
- tatau. gotta ask them..

Q: The character of you for yourself is?
- taley duk diam.

Q: On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
- kuat tido.

Q: The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
- me. haha.

Q: For the people who likes you, say something about them.
- i love you.

Ten people to tag:
ten? omg.. ok.. randomly..
1. aisha-kam.
2.didy
3.herne
4.fairuz
5.arel
6.nageb
7.min
8.teeq
9.paan
10.paL?

Q: who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
- sum1 kat aussie.

Q: Is no. 3 a male or a female?
- awek hott.

Q: If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- both are boys. ho ho ho... a big NO NO!

Q: How about no. 5 and 8?
- gehehe... cud b awesome.

Q: What is no. 1 studying about?
- rocks. bukan rockers eh, geology..

Q: Is no. 4 single?
- yep. hott n available.

Q: Say something about no. 6
- aaa.. gud luck?

Q: What's the best memory you have of 9?
- great leader of the team.

Q: When's the next time you're gonna see 4?
- hopefully, this month.

Q: Is number 8 pretty?
- lovely~

Q: What was your first impression of number 10?
- first impression? urmm.. : "sape ni?"

Q: How did you know 3?
- first female friend in sri kelana. she sat behind me in da classroom.

Q: Is 2 your best friend?
- are we? haha. YES!

Q: Have you seen 1 in the last month?
- nope! da bpe thn tk jumpe.

Q: Do you think 7 has a crush on you?
- sape 7? ahaha.. surely no.

Q: When/how was the last time you saw 5?
- mase foundation kot. ntahla. huhu.

Q: Have you ever been to 6's house?
- die bwk g makan seafood,tak sempat lak sampai crib die. tp kt situ seafood best~

Q: Have you ever been to the movies with 4?
- pnah ke ek? muvi lam hall kt skola dlu ade la kot. ~_^

Q: Have you ever gotten in trouble with 2?
- urm. no probs rite? wutever probs pon, kitorang lepak jer.. wink!

Q: What do you and number 3 talk about the most?
- life.love.lust

Q: Do you even know 7?
- all my life. yes.

Q: Would you give number 8 a hug?
-yep.

Q: Are you in love with number 10?
- yes.

Q: Do you know a secret about number 5?
- he is single. hate his job. love the challenges. thats the secret. haha

Q: Describe the relationship between number 9 and number 5.
- same uni.

Q: Have you ever danced with number 10?
- dance? jap... aaa.. ta penah lg.

Q: Have you ever been in a fight with number 1?
- ade ke ek? cam tk je.

Q: Have you ever wanted to punch number 9 in the face?
- wut for?

Q: Has number 4 ever met your mother?
- not sure bout that.

Q: Did you ever accidentally physically hurt number 6?
- no

Q: Do you live close to 7?
- currently, no.

Q: What kind of car does number 5 have?
- tatau.

Q: Have you traveled anywhere with number 8?
- nope

Q: If you're given $100 dollars tonight, who will you give it to?
- anyone that i owe money..
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cis, penat scroll atas nk tgk nombor 1 sape, nombor 2 sape... isk2~

quick post

aslm wbt.
here i am, in IRC(library). at the IT section. LAN isn't functioning well. laptop's wifi isn't working also. i can only use the internet in my room to open gmail and utp's website.

tomorrow is my first paper. do pray for me ppL.
Below are my exam papers....
11/11 - Health, safety n environment
13/11 - Software Engineering
15/11 - Internet Programming
17/11 - Data Communication and Networking
18/11 - Corporte Finance
Finish!!!!

got lots and lots of stuff need to be covered in this very short time. well, any tips?
play hard n study smart. n pray a lot of course.

study.....
all da best ppL...

moral of the story: never give up to the very last end. all out. give ur very best. Umph!~

things to do

Sofia said i love to list the things that i wanna or have to do. am i that obvious fia?

Hurm, this is for today.

1-2pm : HSE-got quiz
3-5pm : IP Lab, extra tutorial for project
5-6pm : SE - Prof dah sihat ke?
8 pm : Media Junior -first meeting
9 pm : Kembara meeting
12 pm : Buat dadah... eh, dadih, with hanan. ngeee~

So, thats it for today, starting from the noon, i'll be freaking pack with this schedule. wua wua wua, pack sangat sampai pagi tuh tatau nak wat ape. ngeeee...

well, arranging life is fun.
Planning is important.
We can only plan, but only Allah can decide what will happen.

moral of the story: plan means ur effort, then leave it all to Allah to decide = effort+tawakal

which superhero am i?

sape plak green lantern ni. tak pnah lak ak minat kale hijo.

Your results:
You are Green Lantern

Green Lantern 70% Iron Man 55% Robin 50% Supergirl 50% Superman 50% Catwoman 50% Wonder Woman 40% Spider-Man 40% Hulk 40% The Flash 30% Batman 25%

Hot-headed. You have strong will power and a good imagination.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

Green Lantern is the name of several fictional characters, superheroes appearing in comic books published by DC Comics. The first (Alan Scott) was created by writer Bill Finger and artist Martin Nodell in All-American Comics #16 (July 1940).

Each Green Lantern possesses a power ring that gives the user great control over the physical world as long as the wielder has sufficient willpower and strength to wield it. While the ring of the Golden Age Green Lantern (Alan Scott) was magically powered, the rings worn by all subsequent Lanterns were technological creations of the Guardians of the Universe, who granted such rings to worthy candidates. These individuals made up the intergalactic police force known as the Green Lantern Corps.

from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Green_Lantern

pendek atau rendah?

me : ahh... just nice... love it, love it, love it.

ya, itulah monolog doloman ku sebentar tadi, sebaik sahaja aku mengenakan seluar kegemaran ku. baru je ambil dari kedai tailor di ou tengah hari tadi bersama along yang dah pandai drive kereta cha ngan machonya. mulutnya pon tak kurang hebat dari mulut cha tatkala memandu. memaki hamun setiap salah laku pemandu kenderaan yang lain, tetapi gelak cam ala2 miss world plus segan2 kucing bila sendiri buat salah.

kembali kepada seluar tersebut.hitam warnanya.tidak sendat di bahagian pehaku yg macam drumstik nih. sayang giler seluar nie. sayang lagi bile igt harganya.

apa isu dengan seluar? ada apa dengan seluar? bukan seluar isu yang sebenar, tapi tahap ketinggian. apa kaitannya? bile dah pendek, seluar yang dah dibeli, semua kene potong kasik pendek laaa... tu yang leceh tu. seluar semua cantik2, tapi panjang sangat la.. nampak gelebeh bila pakai. sob3. (T_T)

kalau tak potong seluar tuh, mula la nak lipat2. pastuh mulalah nampak koyak2 cam rockers. cumanye, rockers koyak kat lutut, peha, nih kat buku lali. pendek punye pasal. dalam erti kata lain yang lebih sopan: rendah. rendah, bukan rendang.

solusi? carilah kedai seluar yang ada servis untuk memotong seluar on da spot.

moral of the story: sayangilah seluar anda.

perkara yang menggelapkan ati

qiamulail di masjid utp...

orang ramai diminta hadir di masjid jam 4.30 pagi.nola dan haizi tiba di masjid jam 5.30 pagi.tatkala orang ramai sedang bersahur... bukan lagi qiam... muahaha...tanpa membuang masa, kami bersolat...

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selesai solat subuh, ada tazkirah oleh ustaz. kandungan tazkirah adalah perihal hati.. posisi para jemaah wanita yang terlindung, membuatkan ramai org yg terbaring sambel mendengar tazkirah. mataku layu, sedaya upaya memberikan perhatian keatas tiap2 kata ustaz. menghayati slide2 yang dibuat khas untuk tazkirah pagi itu.

kandungan slide;
PERKARA2 YANG MENGGELAPKAN HATI
1.BANYAK MAKAN...

dan mata ku makin kuyu... ku cuba menahan mata ku dari lelap... dan apabila ustaz menekan butang pada keyboard... barisan seterusnya terpapar...

2.BANYAK TIDUR

owh tidak.. ako terasa... tapi kini... daku sudah meletakkan kepala diatas lantai... kepala dan mata dah makin berat.... dan.....

ku buka mataku.... semua orang dah bangun, melipat dan mengemas telekung, bersiap2 untuk menginggalkan masjid...

-_-'

gelap la ati kalo camni selalu...
asal ngantuk je tido,
asal tensi je tido,
asal lapa je tido,
adeyh.

kawan2, ada tak ubat dat works opposite from the sleeping pills?
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moral of the story: sleeping is NOT always the best thing to do

Nape orang laen tak puas hati dengan saya

1999 - Kelana Jaya, Selangor

Sekolah kita Sri Kelana
Lambang kemajuan kita
Tunaikan amanah ibu dan bapa
hidup mesti berjasa
jasa guru kami tak akan lupa....


ya, itulah lagu sekolah rendah ku yang kedua. Sekolah Kebangsaan Sri Kelana (SKSK).

lumrah manusia, memang ada sahaja perkara yang puas hati dan tak puas hati. apa yang orang tak puas hati sangat dengan saya? sebagai seorang budak perempuan berumur 11 tahun ketika itu. apakah salahku?

tempat kejadian: kelas 5 Siantan
masa kejadian : kelas Bahasa Melayu
watak2 terlibat : cikgu Yusman(cikgu BM), Kamal(my deskmate), Syahira(tak bersalah)

ketika berada di tahap dua, para pelajar akan menjadi lebih teruja dan eager untuk menggunakan pen sebagai medium untuk menulis. kondisi ketika itu ialah semua pelajar perempuan dibenarkan menggunakan pen. mungkin kerana kebanyakan(ini bermakna, ada yang mempunyai tulisan yang kurang kemas aka buruk, cakar ayam) budak perempuan mempunyai tulisan yang kemas. mungkin juga, bagi cikgu2,

• tulisan kemas->boleh guna pen,
• tulisan tak kemas->pensil sahaja.

prinsip ini telah menimbulkan ketidakpuasan hati bagi sesetengah pelajar.

Cikgu Yusman: Kamal, awak jangan la pakai pen. pakai pensil je untuk tulis.
Kamal: Kenapa cikgu?
Cikgu Yusman: Sebab tulisan awak tak kemas.
Kamal: Habis tu, kenapa syahira boleh pakai pen?
Syahira: ............ -_-' ..............



2008 - tronoh,perak.

dan kini, daku sentiasa membawa pensil di dalam bekas alat-tulisku.

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moral of the story: thats y i just lov doing works using the computer.do u?

Nape saye tak puas hati dgn org laen

1997- Kelana Jaya, Selangor.

Masa tu kelas pendidikan seni.man, i hate that subject, byk sgt perkakas yg kene bawak. pada hari tersebut, semua orang telah diarahkan oleh cikgu untuk melukis gambar roket. cik noL pon dengan seronoknya, melukis gambar roket tersebut kerana beberapa hari sebelumnya cik noL baru je menonton cerita tentang roket bersama seisi keluarga.Cerita tersebut adalah lakonan Tom Hanks . Sama ada cerita tersebut bertajuk Apollo 13 ataupun hanya roket dalam tu saja yang bernama Apollo 13... .

Okay, seterusnya, cik noL ni pon melukis la dgn semangatnya. tiba2, cik noL didatangi oleh beberapa rakannye dan mereka bertujuan untuk melihat lukisan cik noL.
mereka: hahaha... Apollo 13? mane ada roket nama Apollo 13.. tu kan nama kek.. kek Apollo! hahahaa!!! ade ke letak name kek..
dan mereka terus menggelakkan cik noL...

wut da ****? .. hehe, kidding, tak reti lg ckp mende nih time tuh.. tapi perasaan cik noL ketika itu lebih kurang macam ni la. Dan dengan semangatnya cik noL cuba mempertahankan dirinya.
cik noL:Ada la, Apollo 13. Aku baru je tengok cerita dia .. Tom Hanks berlakon.. based on trues story la..
mereka:hahaha.. ape la.. mana ade...
ckp je la korang tatau Tom Hanks tu sape. takkan ako nak cakap yusof haslam baru korang caye kot... *sigh (-_-'') <- cik noL bermonolog dalaman ketika itu... dan ia berakhir begitu sahaja, cik noL telah dibiarkan begitu sahaja setelah ditertawakan oleh rakannya. rakan? bukan rakan la kalo camni. monolog dalaman lagi cik noL:korang tak terfikir ke kenapa iklan kek Apollo tuh cam roket2 je?
cik noL:kawan2 kelas 3 siantan.. sampai hati korang wat ako camnie.korang je yg tatau.. maleh ako nak layan korang.. budak2 betul la.. tak matang langsung.

saba.saba.saba.

2008 - tronoh,perak.

cik noL : kenape la ako tak lempang je sesekor budak2 tuh mase tuh. aisy.. puase2 nih... sabo je la..

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moral of the story: he who laugh first, will be laugh at last.
moral of the story: sabar itu separuh daripada iman.
moral of the story: explore.explore,explore.
moral of the story: think first before you speak.

duLang: episod 3

--> finally, yesterday.... i was the victim myself! geehee.. my fault! i came late to the mosque. i just break fast with mineral water in the car while on the way to the mosque. what was i doing yesterday that i came so late? i was sleeping all day i guess. oops! thats not so good... -_-'' my bad~ :P
--> thank god there is this kind lady, kind enough to offer us her share in the duLang. geheee.. a suap or two is enough... buat pengalas perut je sudey... like a few days before... but now is my turn who didn get to eat during the break fast.. so, after terawikh, me and haizy, went to v2, and ordered the old time favourite, burger ayam black pepper... delicious!!!! :P

moral of the story,

• dont be late to the mosque if you want to break fast there
• thank god theres so many kind people around you that actually cares about you.

reaching for the stars

the digital clock on my laptop's screen shows that it is 12.01pm.. yet, im still in my pyjama. having no desire to refresh myself at all. anak dara apa la ni <-- well, thats wut the elders wud say i guess. who cares. as long as i'm happy this way. but wait. am i happy? there are so many "if"s is running in my head now. how good it will be;

• if i could turn back the time
• if i could reach for the happy moments in the past
• if i just pull back my words
• if i just sit still n shut up at that time
• if i can be as tough as she is
• if i'am tougher than i am before
  
• if i'm somewhere away from here... in the other part of the world
• if i didnt quit that school <-- then mama wudnt cry
• if i can be there for her when she needs me...
• if i can be the best friend i cud be for her..
• if i just learn how to love myself first
• if i can be as perfect as mom says i am
• if i can fly to the airport and hug dee before she flew off... <-- yes dee, i dreamt of u last nite
• if i can shine again
• if i knew it earlier...
• if i can be that someone that they want me to be..
• if i just say yes to everything that she says...
• if i cud just be more patient...
• if i cud learn how to not to listen to the bad me..
• if i cud help them..
• if i cud make others happy
• if i ......
  
• if i could just reach for the stars..

........... note: each of this refers to different person.. jgn prasan lebey ye..

too many ifs i guess. everything happen for a reason rite? its not bout the challenges or obstacles that are important, but its how you face it. stand tough and face it. you know you can do it. Allah knows you can do it. if He can believe in you that you can do it, then why you yourself cant do the same? just be happy with the way you are.

...pray pray n pray....

stop dreaming. its reality.
now i just wish, how good it will be if i just go n take my bath now...
*stinks!

duLang: episod 2

and today, i felt really bad .( -__-') usually, the foods are enough for all of the girls. but as we were about to finish our meal, a few girls came in, and there are my friends. wuuu, i felt really bad cuz i cudnt offer them the food. same thing happen to a family a few minutes earlier, thank god they got their meal from some of the guys. but not my friends there. thank god again, alhamdulillah they did brought their own drinks and some doughnuts. planned to offer them some banana from my duLang, but as i came back after washing my hands, the banana has already been taken by another member of the duLang. sorry mate.. i felt really bad bout that, cuz leaving them not eating... wuuu...
in order to cover it back, i mean, to recover this feeling of guilt, i bought my friends some supper. our favourite dadihs n burgers. wuuu~ fun2. plus, its ramadhan, a good deed indeed if you spend to buy meal for others. much better if its breaking fast's meal. *wink!


till then people, just a short note saying that we should share that will show that we care. sharing is caring. u'll feel good if others feel good. happy if others are happy. wont ya? (^_^) lov lov lov !

this is what we call dadih!
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nyum nyum nyum
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psst.... ade org tuh merajuk. org nak belanja die burger tp die tanak. tp last2, sindri g V2 cari burger tuh. haha..~

duLang~~

burp... alhamdulillah...
gulp.. gulp.. gulp... (bape byk air nk minom daaaa..)
just finish sahur with my girls. the topic on the table(besela, pompuan kat mane2 pon berborak) was kuih2 tradisional. cik benet? is dat it? da kuih introduced to us by aen n tom. it was new to us(nola n fye). dkny? she just mention about kepak ayam madu... dats not a kuih my dear. :P
gulp.. gulp.. gulp.. (i'm still drinking from the 1.5 litre bottle) ...

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duLang!

just got back from masjid. today, i break fast with iqa n frens. owh yeah, and auni too. *auni is a star in the mosque, a 2 year old little girl. so cute, running around the lady's site while waiting for her mom to finish terawikh.
--> wut is this dulang all about? okay, here goes. I REALLY LOVE BREAK FAST,EATING USING DULANG. im not sure why...
its not the free food that i got...
its not that i dont have money to buy my own food...
its not bout the tasty nasi tomato or nasi minyak...
its not bout the cool condition in the mosque of utp.
no no no.. its not bout that.

i just enjoy myself eating using the dulang all together with friends. i dont mind if i seat with someone i dont know, thats the time to get to know them. meet all sorts of girls. when you eat using dulang, i tell ya, everything will become really3x tasty ; lazat i shall say. (^_^) sharing is caring~~

--->other than that, i enjoyed the terawikh of course. while at home, i'll be damn eager to pray terawikh in the mosque. i'm like this since i was little.maybe because the mosque is rite in front of my house. i'll go there with my family or friends. i remember the moment where i felt lyk in between of klcc cuz i was standing in between my two elder sister(along n cha).. note: they are very tall compare to me. they are so tall... lala..

--> i also often went there with my friends... herne.. diana... hihi.. missing the old times. diana is about to fly this saturday. sorry i couldnt send you off at the airport. gonna miss you beb. come back as a doctor that u wish to be. (^_^)... herne? d'oh. kat shah alam je pon makcik nih. tp bz semacam... lifes lyk dat. we have our own way now. in times lyk this(puasa, terawikh n raya) .. we will have the chance to gather and chat and update each other. (^_^) owh yeah, ema, jemput la dtg semayang terawikh at ss7.

-->ramadhan is the best. i just love the dulang style and the tarawikh all together. not to forget, this is the best time to practise your qiamulail skills. wake up in the morning to perform solah. even if its just the 2 rakaat sunah prayer. biar sikit, asalkan istiqamah. be moderate, thats what our prophet always emphasize about. being modest. (^_^)

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**Happy Ramadhan to all~**
forgive me if i have done anything wrong towards you
i didnt mean to do so
it is my mistakes
as a normal human being
i tend to make mistakes lyk other people do
forgive me
please do
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n thank you for every single thing.
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.......bermaaf-maafan adalah satu amalan yg mulia......

4 ekor ayam dan 6 ekor lalat

From left;
pic 1: tgh seronok membakar ayam.
pic 2:nih dah sebok posing je nih. aen bersama sbg ketua chef.
pic 3:kantoi. kan dah ckp, td tuh posing je. nampak tak tom tgh ratah ayam.

Okay, this is during the weekend before ramadhan, not during ramadhan. i repeat, not during the fasting month. we do fast. haha... terima kasih kepada org ramai yg byk membantu dalam mendapatkan resipi ayam bbq nih. hehe. tanpa anda, jadi ayam ape ntah tatau la. haha.

4 ekor ayam? yes, thats the amount of chicken that we bought for this bbq. requested by the 6 lalat. org dah kate dah, 4 ekor tuh byk sgt. diorang tak pecaye. seb baek la leh bawak balek n makan. who are the 6 lalat? haha. its all the ppl in the pic accept ain, tom, sya, mizan n me. its da baby mizan ok, not ije. why lalat? cuz all of these big lalat cant stop wooooing around our cooked meal.. they just cant wait for everything to b ready.

where at? its ulu chepor~ ... thanks to the gamelan team, now i know another spot for picnic(last time we had our family day here in ulu chepor). its not that hard to search for this place. signboards here n there. just go left when u exit from utp, and then straight.... n straight... jgn kona2 okay.. then u'll see the signboards.about half an hour singing in the car n u'll reach there. easy rite?

From left,
pic 1:sebok maen syampu2.gediknye.habes satu sungai tuh bau syampu.
pic 2:nih lah gambaran jelas sebahagian drpd lalat2 tersebut. :P

Special thanks to aen, cuz helped me with the chickens. i donno wut i wud do without her. i really, really, really cant cook i guess. wuuuu~ but not for aen. she acts lyk the head of chef when shes in the kitchen of our house. wuuu~ go aen go~ ...

the picnic was full of excitement! fun fun fun. i cant stop laughing looking at every picture taken. happy memories stays. (^_^) till then... happy ramadhan to all.

Moral of the story : dont b greedy. 4 ekor ayam is too many. :P
Note:we had fun . tom,ain,nola,sya,mizanbaby,paan,palie,denin,piji,nono n ije.

Dory

Dory from Finding the Nemo? yes. it is. How is it related to me? hahaa... just wait and see. Dory here is the one who help Merlin to find his son Nemo. they travel together and met a lot of fascinating creatures. they met 'crush' the cool turtle and also, dory thought Merlin the whale language. it was so cool seeing dory speaks whale language. its not that hard you know. maybe you can practise it in your room and your rumate will think ur crazy.

Again, how does it relates to me? do you remember that dory has this problem, STM Loss which stands for, Short Term Memory Loss. her disease makes the whole story more exciting n funnier. anyway, back to me(its always bout me. its my blog. wut were u thinkin? haha :P), i think i have the same disease too. not really serious, but a lil bit i guess. the problem is, i tend to forgot about all the small things. and when i say i forgot, i really mean it. i do.

example. dlm solat? but theres another thing to when it comes to solah. it is called was-was. its really tyring to do all the things over n over again. khusyuk is what important rite? tried that one too . only god knows how sick i feel about myself on this. Takpe, masih ada harapan. caiyuk nola!

i really hoped that this wont interrupt my mission in life, which is improving my solah. as you know; solat itu tiang agama.can you just imagine how important it is to perform a good solah. i mean, the solah itself will reflect your life(i think so.geheee). Solat dpt menjauhkan maksiat.

upon saying bout this phrase. i just remembered. try to recall about ayah pin and his followers. i remember about one of his followers saying this to the press: Solat dapat mengelakkan maksiat. saya tak buat maksiat, buat apa saya perlu solat.... or something like that la. Astaghfirullahhalngazim. how can they think like that? if that so, wutever happen to the phrase solat itu tiang agama? ... apa~ nak jadi ni. mengucap2.

Okay , back to dory. i just adore her n her character. always with her smile and her happy-go-lucky attitude. i love her so much that i put her figure as my cursor. yerp, i just downloaded the cursor last nite, and it was like sooo cooL. :D

till then. selamat berpuasa bagi umat muslimin dan muslimah. and when you are breaking fast, try this, take a few second to remember about muslimin in other parts of the world, fasting in a very bad condition; cold, no shalter, no food ie: palestinians, earthquake victims. just pray to god that they will feel the same as you are while you're eating. bg mereka rasa kekenyangan yang kamu rasa... thats at least what we can do for the time being. :)

May peace be upon you. (^_^)

Lucky

Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

~ love it
~ meaningful combination of words
~ duet wit dhaq
~ best2
~ I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend <-- ???
~ haizi sorry. nola melalak lagu ni je dr td. ngeheeee (^_^)
~ patutla ujan lebat hari ni.. haha
~ just keep singing.. just keep singing... <-- adaptasi dari dory(from Finding Nemo) the actual sentence is just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming...

europe trip

as requested by ms fit, here are the pictures....

Belgium, tatkala jam 12 tgh mlm... haa, tu la bf i kat sane

i just love these cute houses... *brugge

owh yeah, did i tell ya, we really njoy going to the beautiful parks(coz its summer) and meet all the ducks... and feed them! habes roti yg kitorang beli utk wat sandwich.. *giggles
9pm in belgium

we just love to pose... we really had a wonderful time together... minus all the fights we had... cha along, thanks for waiting for me to go for this trip.. -brugge


owh, heres the hungry ugly duckling~
belgium


another pose by my sisters.. btw, they are twins..
brugge


administration building, belgium. midnight.beautiful.



the scenery here was damn beautiful... masyaallah..
sweet2 cha n along~ brugge


amsterdam ...
nola: nak tgkap gamba gak~
along: jap, ak tgkap gamba sorang dlu..

cicot: our dearest friend, staying in belgium, speaks french, saved us from the high accomodation fee.. not to forget, our tourist guide too~
cha: cicot's besties! cicot only listen to her...
nola: me! love them both!
xoxo


this is my along, interested? contact me for more info. :P



penat dah bjalan.. another awesome building.. amst..


islam itu mudah.. yeah~ dimana jua anda berada.. solat wajib ditunaikan..
railway station.amsterdam.heading back to brussel.


u hav to pay in order to take pic wit him..
one way of getting money..
.. dats the effort! i lyk!
amst


nampak tak tuh.. kitorang tgh makan nasi goreng..
hehe.. bawak bekal.. save2.. :D amsterdam..

*the pictures shown above are just apart from our trip.. theres london, luxemborg, n paris also... sume dalam camera lg kot.. huhu :P will update later ey,

ramadhan yg mulia

"Orang yang berjaya ialah
orang yang puasanya kini lebih baik
dari puasa tahun lepas

Orang yang terpedaya ialah
orang yang puasanya kini sama sahaja
dengan puasa tahun lepas

Orang yang celaka ialah
orang yang puasanya kini lebih teruk
dari puasa tahun lepas"

its 5.46 am, the first day of ramadhan for diz year. just had my sahur with aen. sempat bergosip pasal bf masing2 jap. :P

... i wonder what kind of ramadhan would it be this year...

• am i gonna pray more?
• will i have the chance to break fast at the masjid everyday?
• terawikh at masjid nurul yaqin?
• pose penuh? (jeng jeng jeng)
• bukak pose di kuale bsama umi n abah?
• bukak pose ngan tokwan?<--pesan babah
• how bout tok ton?
• bebuka di lumut(ikan bakar)<--yummy
• tahajud?qiam?
• (^_^)
  

... azan sudey...

"assolatukhoiru minannaum"
Solat itu lebih baik dari tidor

pergh.. seb baek ak tak tido pas sahur td.. kalo tak, konpem la suboh dinosor. dats y im writing a post now. avoiding myself from sleeping. auro tidor di bilek nih amat2lah kuat. believe me. esp ble katil da kemas. till then folks. mari solat subuh~

dreams n deeds..

dreams... big dreams...
snap!... snap back to reality!

ppl can dream of wutever they want to dream.. but dreaming alone is not enough. in real life, you wont get what you dream of unless you work for it, and of course, pray to god to make your dream come true.

wut kind of an intro is this huh? it is almost 2am now. im just thinking bout what are my dreams. if i ever want my dreams to come true, i gotta work hard for it. lemme see.. what are they huh? cmon ppl, help me list it down:

(1) jadi muslimah sejati (believe it or not, yeah, this is one of my aim. jadi hamba Allah yg amat berguna) . believe me, its not that easy to become one, but its too easy to not become one. y eh? God help me!

(2)helping ppl - well, i did imagine myself as a doctor, saving lives, helping others. but that was 5 years ago. i realize now that my expertise is in business, not medicine. Make money, and i can still help others rite? yeah~

(3)build a happy lovvy family - diz should come first after being a good muslimah. a good mom n wife should be able to handle a family and thus making it a lovvy dovvy family.. raise good sons(who knows, they cud b the one who responsible for kebangkitan islam one day<-- wow, did i just say this? ) and daughters like me?! ;P

(4)big2 house - i guess, this one will go under helping people. but who cares. this is my blog, i can write wutever i want. who knows, maybe one day, i can turn this house into an orphanage. weee...

urmph...i used to have an endless list of things dat i dream of, but now, i cant really list them all.

the question now is, am i working towards these dreams?

(1) muslimah sejati --> i have an usrah, lead by the sweet n caring ms maymunah n ms hanan. they thought me on how to recharge my iman every week. still working on improving my prayers these days.

(2)helping others --> hurm.. helping others with wut i have, depends on my abilty. make money and giv it to charity? generate money ey, currently, http://lendmeabook.blogspot.com is working well(baru 3 hari berfungsi).. hope this one will help me in achieving one of my dreams here... iA

(3)happy family--> mama, babah, along,cha n ckia. call them everyday with UOXpax... weee.. my own family? urm.. aaa.. not yet married. anyone? ade sape nk msk minang saye?(giggles) i bet the answer is no. masak lauk ape pon tatau lg. typical guys, nak yg pandai masak je kan? ayu gitu.. f*** i hate thinking bout marriege these days. it gives me headache.. u dont wanna know y..

(4)big2 house?--> make money first la... again, business? a lot of business opportunity out there. hurm, which sea shall i dive in? the red ocean or blue ocean. cmon man, im an entrepreneur. of course im gonna dive into the blue ocean where new ideas conquers it all.(paham ke ape ak bebel nie?)

well, dats all i guess. taaaa~

lunch wit dhaq

haven't lepak wit dehaq for quite a while, so i tot, a lunch will help us catching up aka gosip n stuff. haha..

dehaq: so hows life? ur blog?
nola : nah, dun read my blog, i only post a few. too few.. havent got the chance to update my blog. still busy updating oc's blog.
dehaq: ohoo, so u've been updating oc's blog? ur lyk expressing urself in dat blog ey?
nola : urm.. aaaa.. a'a laa... kot.. haha...

well, its not lyk oc's blog is my blog, its just that, i love editting the blog. many thanks to friends who thought me how to blog.

okayh, i dont know what to type now, cuz all i know now is: update oc's blog!!!
lalala...

psst.. dhaq, thanks for coming all the way to v5 to have lunch wit me. (~_^)

2 weeks trip~

2 weeks with my sisters(excluding syakira of course) in europe. just the three of us. travelling through the five countries... full of excitement i shall say. for now i wont write in details the enjoyment of the trip. ill just list down the places we've been n things we've done. here goes;


Day 1 :
Arrive in Paris - went to Gare du Nord to take train to Brussel.(sadly,the gap for our train and our arrival there is FIVE HOURS... can u imagine that? dah la sejuk bagan~~
-arrive in Brussels, Belgium... that nite, we walk around the city, damn beautiful old buildings...

Day 2:
we went to an old monk's place. they have a beautiful park there. theres this one guy who came to us an ask us for a penny, he took the penny and mark at the king's face on the penny. he said that they are running a program to acknowledge people about their king. cooL i shall say.
-->window shopping..
-->went to another park.. bg makan kat itik2 yg cumeL.. yeay! i love parks!!!

Day 3:
-BRUGGE. a beautiful place. breath-taking scenery. macam tanak balek je bile dtg situ..
-went there by train and walk through the town guided by only map and common sense.

Day 4:
-lets see. shopping i guess. cant remember .
-park again i guess.
-watch kill bill, then rambo 4.(all in french.. thank god there is this thing called subtitle) semua bunuh2. tensi2

Day 5:
-AMSTERDAM.. 3 hours away from brussel by train.
-walk around the city and ate nasi goreng(that we brought) in the middle of the city.

Day 6:
-Went to STUDENT CITY with cicot(cha's friend). the amazing thing about this city is; u cant drive car there, only bicycles are aloud. all vehicles are to be park underground. so cooL, they have their own cinema and shopping mall. its a whole city, with mainly students in it, with their campus n hostel n stuff. i wonder if utp is gonna be like that..

Day 7:
-in the morning - off to London by train.
-reached our place to stay, took a nap, then off to St James Park (see?! park again! i've told ya.. we do love parks!)
-oxford street.. gehehe.. SUMMER SALE...

Day 8:
-Lets see, BRITISH MUSEUM. wuuu... lots of stuff. the egypt history is da most amazing part.
-OxFord streEt again~~ but didnt bought a thing~ (save the best for the last la kunun..)

Day 9:
-MUSEUM agAin! 2 museum we went on this day.. national museum is it? i cant remember. and the other one is Science museum. seriously, at this point, i was really getting dizzy of these museum thingy.. the best thing is to get out of there and go... SHOPPING!
-Oxford Street again! owh, did i tell you that before we leave, mom did advise us not to spend so much time at Oxford Street. gehehee... Lily white! Damn! SALE! SALE! SALE! so, we BUY BUY BUY! hahaha

Day 10:
-where did we go ey? owh yeah! LONDON DUNGEON! muahaha..
-before that, LONDON EYE! love it! love it!
-in the evening, off to brussels, and soon to luxemborg ...

Day 11 12 13 14 15 16 ....
i guess i did more than just listing.
enough for now.
next post please...

saiz 3

aslm wbt. y size 3? because i'm in size 3. my shoes is size 3. but sometimes, its 3 1/2 or 4. its too small, sometimes, all da time, ppl joke about my shoes. whether or not should i by my shoes in da kids department. haha. small feet. yes, unstable, almost fall when i do backtrust kick.
wut is it with small sized feet? happy feet? susah nk carik kasut? yes. but then , ppl wont steel it cuz its too small. hehe. positively. yes. cindarella shoes? definitely, perasan. hahah. i'm enjoying myself. buying shoes that only i can wear it, my sys cant share it. its all mine. shoes2. wut do i do wit my shoes? wear them of course. love them. i have many shoes cuz, all the shoes that i bought since i was in standard 4 till now, i can still wear it. yes, i can still wear it. :D
i have many shoes, cuz i walk a lot. walking around. here and there. exploring new things. experiencing new stuff. yeah. dats the teen spirit. my crocs? dah nak hancur dah. cuz i've been wearing it for the past two months and for all occasions. its so comfortable. when i say its almost hancur. yes. dah nak hancor. no more black in color. dah macam kelabu taik ayam je. wuuu~
shoes.shoes.shoes. wutever the size is, wutever the design is, it is still a shoe. the same purpose for all da shoes being design for, to protect your feet from harm, when you walk outside. its like a key, for your freedom when you want to explore the world. its a basic key, to have you wandering freely and of course, safely. wutever it is, its just a shoe. stop blabbering la nola. shhhh!